Sorry for Abandonement
June 23, 2009 1:59pm
I am so sorry to all my fellow supporters and DS people. I haven't been myself for a while but I am back and I am ready for anyone who needs me.
Goal Completed on Jun 23, 09
ForeverFalling6
5:44pm, June 12, 2009
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About Me
ForeverFalling6
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About Me
I'm a teenager who feels like I'm in a glass box and no one can hear me screaming. They only open the door when they see the blood seeping out. Until then it's nothing but false apologies and two-faced lies.
I'm a teenager who feels like I'm in a glass box and no one can hear me screaming. They only open the door when they see the blood seeping out. Until then it's nothing but false apologies and two-faced lies.
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Interests
Writing, Theatre, Poetry, Art...
Writing, Theatre, Poetry, Art...
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How can I make it?
January 29, 2009 5:39pm
I don't know how to deal anymore! Mymother hates me and I can't fucking deal with her right now. I just wish I didn't have to wake up in …
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Dude I know!! No one's heard of BOTDF..but they're amazing. Dahvie's so pretteh xD
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can we be friends?
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hey saw u were feeling bad, Hugs.
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how are you doing hun?
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Close Depression - Teen
After my father died less than 2 months after my 13th birthday I started to deteriorate. When my mother moved us on my 14th birthday of the same year to Delaware, it just got worse. I started cutting in December of that year. Mind you I have been bulimic for over 2 years, so self mutilation just added to the list of things that fucked me up. My mother and I don't have a good relationship and there are times when all I wanted to do was open the door and jump out into the highway. I need help.
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- It's helped I guess. At least it used to.
- Lexapro Not Working
- It doesn't make me happy and I've been taking it for over a year.
- Music Working / Worked
- When I blast my music it helps me connect in an out of body expireience that truly helps me release emotion.
- Pets Working / Worked
- What can I say...I LOVE my dog.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- She's alright but I don't think she understands all the time.
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- I take it for sleep but it only works about 60% of the time.
- Writing Working / Worked
- The best thing that's working...
Close Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaI've been bulimic for almost 2 years and I'm in recovery now. Lately all I've been doing is bingeing even when I feel full, and then I'll starve myself for the rest of the day.
Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- NOT HELPING!!! Grrr...
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Not really working
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I don't think my mother completely comprehends the situation and often times makes it worse
Open Self-Injury
I've been cutting for almost 2 years now. I need to stop.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- It's alright...
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- They were working until my mother took them away.
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