Shadows of my Mind
July 13, 2009 10:49pm
In my mind are dark little corners.
In these corners is where my true thoughts are kept.
Just for me and no one else.
I do not speak of them.
If I do …
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Feeling a bit better. Things seem to be looking up for a change... or maybe it is just the sunshine :)
Feeling a bit better. Things seem to be looking up for a change... or maybe it is just the sunshine :)
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All kinds, anyway I used to like stuff. I hope to get back into some of them. If you want to know just ask me.
All kinds, anyway I used to like stuff. I hope to get back into some of them. If you want to know just
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Journal Entry for May 10, 2009
May 10, 2009 8:37am
I am moveing this month. Back to the country. I am looking forward to living there but really dread packing up, I hate packing. I will be closer to …
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My reason to be
April 6, 2009 7:58pm
When I was a little girl, I had hopes of my life being all rainbows and lollipops. Everything would be as perfect as I could make it. Then, as I grew …
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Enjoyed reading your poem tonight in your journal.
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thank you for ya kind words
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Hey hows it going? Got in from Orlando early tues Morning on the red eye flight and started 3 to 11 shift today. Mom is doing pretty good. All her blood work looks super. She is still taking radiation and will for 2 more weeks. She will do another week of chemo next week along with radiation. And in 2 weeks we hope we will be making plans to get her home. You take care hun thax for all your support. Steve
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Thanks for remembering me. I am in Orlando with mom she looks pretty good. Her energy level aint what I am usually use to. It really hurts to look her in the eyes knowing that she is dying this painful and seemingly slow death. I try and over look this but it aint easy. I hope you have a great day. Steve
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