Journal Entry for November 3, 2009
November 3, 2009 3:24am
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SWEETBKLYN
9:25am, August 25, 2009
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About Me
SWEETBKLYN
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About Me
I am a single mom with 3 kids. My oldest is 10 and dx with ADHD & learning disability. She is so special to me. I also have a 3 yr old who recently DX with Sub Mucus Palate, which causes a severe speech delay. I had a severe case of postpartum depression after she was born. And last but not least my 11 mth old son who is perfect, he is the best well behaved baby out of all three. I guess I hit the jackpot with this one. :0)..I've suffered from Depression since childhood. I was diagnosed as a Maniac Depressive at 17 year old. I was Diagnosed as Bi-Polar 3years ago in 2006, Which I was told is the same as Manic Depressive. I also have Fibromyalgia, Anxiety, mild Agoraphobia, all were diagnosed in 2006. I've been doing OK until 2004 and in 2006 is when my life went to SH*T. It's hard to function, and even breathe, especially having the 3 yr old having temper tantrums every 5 minutes. I'm taking Medz right now. And I'm able to function somewhat...I still have outburst and alot of rage inside. But since I've been on the Medz, I've been able to control myself better. The father of my youngest two is in jail. Don't know when he is coming out or if I will even be with him he is also Bi-Polar. He is the opposite of me. He has so much energy. It drives me crazy. I guess I'm kinda jealous, I wish I could be so energetic. I just want to sit on the sofa and be left alone. We have been through alot together. And having to people with Bi-Polar living together is dangerous its like playing with fire. I've always liked fire, maybe that's why I put up with him the way I do. LOL...It's clear now I don't enjoy being with a man or even being touched by a man. It's makes my skin crawl. I've finally come to grips with my sexuality...Now I just have to find the balls to tell my Jehovah witness mom. OMG..I probably better off not telling her. I hate to say I'll have to wait till she passes on till I can entirely come out
I am a single mom with 3 kids. My oldest is 10 and dx with ADHD & learning disability. She is so special to me. I also have a 3 yr old who recently DX with Sub Mucus Palate, which causes a severe speech delay. I had a severe case of postpartum depression after she was born. And last but not least my 11 mth old son who is perfect, he is the best well behaved baby out of all three. I guess I hit the jackpot with this one. :0)..I've suffered from Depression since childhood. I was diagnosed as a Maniac
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Interests
I like to watch alot of TV series: True Blood, Dextor, Ghost Whisper, Supernatural, Leverage, and the Dead Zone. I love scary movies, and now I enjoy being on the computer.
I like to watch alot of TV series: True Blood, Dextor, Ghost Whisper, Supernatural, Leverage, and the
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Recent Activity
November 5
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SWEETBKLYN gave jet12 a celebration 10:57am
90 Days!!!!!! Keep it up girl!!!!!…
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SWEETBKLYN commented on jet12’s journal entry Losing our house from alcohol 10:55am
Wow Jules that's intense!!! I feel your pain I been married twice and both my husbands were alcoholics.…
August 1
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SWEETBKLYN turned 36 12:00am
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So, you just human like me, eh??? Be GENTLE.
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I'M SOOOOOO EFFFINN PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : ))
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NOT REMEMBER YOU R U KIDDING ME????
You have made my day!!!!!!!!!!!! Please, tell me more?
Love n Hugs,
Phoenix 
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it will get better with time hunni keep fighting the good fight xxx
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Support Groups
Open Anxiety
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- Worked but is not working for me anymore
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- yes it worked I have been off through my pregnancy. Have to get back on my Anxiety is becoming more and more difficult to deal with. Breathing excercises are not working any more
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Was kinda working but now its not working for me.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- I took for sleep. Helped me sleep for 6 hrs straight with no hangover feeling.
Open Fibromyalgia
SWEETBKLYN hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Families of Prisoners
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
