Journal Entry for May 13, 2007
May 13, 2007 7:52pm
I'm doing really well with this alone stuff the past few days. Tomorrow is our second marriage counseling appointment so we'll see how it goes. Part …
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MsMookie
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About Me
I'm 38 years old.I'm in thge midst of leaving my husband and relocating to Portland Oregon. Not because I want to but because I have to. I still love him with all of my heart but I cant allow him to hurt me any longer. I deserve better. I just have to keep reminding myself until it really sticks.
I'm 38 years old.I'm in thge midst of leaving my husband and relocating to Portland Oregon. Not because I want to but because I have to. I still love him with all of my heart but I cant allow him to hurt me any longer. I deserve better. I just have to keep reminding myself until it really sticks.
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Feeling whole again.
Feeling whole again.
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Journal Entry for May 6, 2007
May 6, 2007 1:04pm
It's official. I'm here alone in my new apartment. No job, disabled, 300 bucks to my name, and waiting on a settlement. Alone. Ive been here since …
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Journal Entry for April 26, 2007
April 26, 2007 1:00am
Karma strikes again! Guess who ran out of gas on his Harley in the blistering sun today? Guess who he called for rescue as usual? In order to keep …
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Journal Entry for April 25, 2007
April 25, 2007 12:46pm
Feeling great today compared to yesterday. Going to lunch with a friend and then I plan to knock out the majority of my packing. I just want to get …
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Journal Entry for April 25, 2007
April 25, 2007 12:50am
I came to a conclusion today after talking with a good friend whose husband did her dirty in the worst possible way after 20 years of marriage. It's …
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Take care. Welcome to my world. Hope things improve for both of us. Surely they will if we keep on taking it step by step. Sometimes its just a matter of getting through one breath at a time. Godspeed.
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Close Breakups & Divorce
Married five years to what I thought was the love of my life.It was all wonderful for awhile. Once I got injured, began suffering chronic pain, got forced into medical retirement, and sunk into a deep depression everything changed. I got a lot of "Get off your ass and do something!", and thats about it. I beat myself up for not being able to do that for two whole years. Now I'm beating myself up for having chosen so poorly. I gave my heart and soul to a man who never deserved it. Shame on me.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Lately my friends have really been helping to get me through. I try not to overburden them though.
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- Time marches on too slowly for my tastes but I cant control time so I'll just have to ride it out.
Close GERD & Heartburn
Diagnosed with GERD 6 years ago. Had gallbladder removed in emergency surgery 2 years ago. Currently on 80 mg a day of Protonix. Barely working.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- Avoiding spicy food helps.
- Nexium Not Working
- Nexium gave me horrible stomach pains.
- Prevacid Somewhat Helpful
- It worked in the beginning but quit after awhile.
- Protonix Somewhat Helpful
- 80 mg a day is starting to be less than enough. Dont know whats next yet.
- Aloe Vera Working / Worked
- The chewy rolaids work in an emergency. A cup of Aloe Vera Juice a day doesnt keep tye nausea at bay but it keeps the heartburn from flaring up as often.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've suffered from lcinical depression for most of my life. Ive been on and off anti depressants the entire time. It seems to get worse as I get older.
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- It works when I take it but not as well as I'd like it to.
- Lexapro Not Working
- Worked for a short while and then seemed to stop entirely. Higher doses made me sleep way too much.
- Prozac Not Working
- Prozac made my head feel like my scalp was falling asleep all the time. The tingling drove me nuts and I was way too wired.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- It works when I go but I get bored easily and end up quitting.
