i really need for someone to read this and tell me if it has any redeeming quality at all
November 22, 2009 8:45pm
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SPFan7
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About Me
SPFan7
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About Me
i like to listen to music and read. i'm going through a bit of a mid-life crisis at the moment, with no end in sight. Love philosophy, etc, big thinker...
i like to listen to music and read. i'm going through a bit of a mid-life crisis at the moment, with no end in sight. Love philosophy, etc, big thinker...
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Interests
music, music, music, and my job.
music, music, music, and my job.
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SPFan7 gave Beesley a hug 9:05pm
thank you so much for reading; i'm thinking of using it for a class i'm in but i got the feeling it was…
Yesterday
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SPFan7 wrote a journal entry: i really need for someone to read this and tell me if it has any redeeming quality at all 8:45pm
We embrace casually in the parking lot and head into the Ram’s Horn walking close together in the…
November 15
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SPFan7 wrote a journal entry: s 9:26pm
lit my wrists i got really depressed today at work and just walked around w/ my head down & mostly…
November 6
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SPFan7 wrote a journal entry: &&it's1moredayupinthecanyon 8:32am
feeling like a long december already; it's getting cold outside && the weeks are going by…
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SPFan7 turned 20 12:00am
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November 15, 2009 9:26pm
lit my wrists i got really depressed today at work and just walked around w/ my head down & mostly out of it all day & then got back & …
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&&it's1moredayupinthecanyon
November 6, 2009 8:32am
feeling like a long december already; it's getting cold outside && the weeks are going by as usual, dragging on while i'm here but …
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ugggggggh
October 28, 2009 9:11pm
man, stuff is bad. when the semester is so busy &&& i've got so much to do it's all too stressful &&& then when …
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October 21, 2009 9:10pm
&&& then there is no note or journal entry or whateveryoucallit because i'm not really alive to think anymore &&& even …
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Hey, thanks for accepting my friend request =]. How are you? If you ever need someone to talk to or need a friend, feel free to message me anytime. I'll say some prayers for you, hang in there!
Take care & God bless!
~Hilary
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im still here when you need a friend!
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b/c ill be home a lot which means i mite start cutting again and my summer will be cut short 2 b/c of fall classes cuz im taking spanish 1 and 2 as college classes ive got a lot more summers tho since im only in highschool and ill have like 10 years of college cuz im going med
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eh their alrite shit still the same at home if not worse still seeing counselor dunno if its helping bf not being such a great help rite now either havent cut since feb so thats good i guess not rly looking forward to the summer sigh :(
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionSo i'm sad all the time. i've been depressed for about ten years now, ever since my childhood. i blame my dad for a lot of it, he isolated me as a child, so i never really learned how to make friends or cope or any of that good stuff.
Close Self-Injury
Cigarette burns, cutting, etc, etc ... not really much else to say
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
i don't think i'll ever quit
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- i lasted 5 weeks ... no more!
Open Insomnia
i just can't sleep
Open Anxiety
Social situations = trouble for me
Open College Stress
i'm in college and i'm fucking stressed.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexiai always think i'm fat, so i feel guilty when i eat and i don't eat much. i want to lose weight
