AmberLynnC's Journal

I'm kind of frustrated with my uncle right now. He knows how much I have been struggling with my eating, as well as how scared I am right now. I told him the other day that I was really scared about everything that was happening. I mentioned that I weighed myself the other day, and I am 12lbs less than I was a few months ago, and that right now, I'm the lightest I've been in years. I told him about the dizzy spells, and when I told him that, he said that he was worried about my eating habits, and that the dizzy spells scare him. He said I really should talk to my counselor about this, as well as my doctor. I told him that I would e-mail my counselor, and I did. Then, this morning, we were texting, and he said "I left a message for your doctor yesterday while I was at my appointment (our doctors both work at the same building), and I want you to schedule an appointment with her as soon as possible". Then, a couple of hours later, my doctor's office calls, and says that my doctor wants to see me as soon as possible for a med review (which seems a little early, given that my last appointment was on the 8th).

I understand my uncle's concerns, but it's frustrating to know that he would just go and leave a message for my doctor without telling me. When he has wanted to talk to my counselor or psychiatrist in the past, he has asked me if it would be alright first, and then once he does, he tells me what he said. This time, he never mentioned it, and still hasn't told me what he told my doctor.

Anyways, maybe I'm feeling annoyed and frustrated for all the wrong reasons, but I don't know. Maybe this is justified; again, I don't know. All I know is that this is what I'm feeling...