The whole story.... (as far as …
The whole story.... (as far as my family goes...) Part I I've had issues with grieving for my family for quite some …
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AmberLynnC 
7:46pm Wednesday
What a week!
I feel so rough right now; I woke up at 3.00a this morning, and I couldn't fall back asleep... Once my uncle woke up, I got up to get some ibuprofen for my headache (yeah, I couldn't sleep, had a headache, was kind of dizzy...), and then ws pretty much out of bed since then. Around 8.00a, I ate a small bowl of cereal, and at 9.00a, I took my Aunt's dog, Thor (who I'm dogsitting at my house) out for a 2 mile walk. I wish I could say that the walk felt good, and that it helped me to calm down and wake me up, but all that I got was a blister. Once I got home, I really didn't do much, mostly because I wasn't feeling well, and was too tired to do anything... As I'm writing this, I'm getting ready to go to my uncle's office, where I will get acupuncture (which will help me to relax, and maybe feel a little better), and then ride his motorcycle home (although, I think he had mentioned going to dinner tonight, so we might go to dinner first).
This week has been the worst in regards to my anxiety, depression, sleep, and even eating. I've felt so bad all week, and I don't know what's going on to make me feel so rough.
There's still stuff going on with my dad and I; I've tried talking to him, but after a couple of minutes, he passes the phone to my step-mom, like he can't stop talking to me soon enough. And he was supposed to call me a few days ago, but surprise, surprise, he didn't. Did I do something wrong to make him act this way towards me (he isn't like that with my other siblings).
I still miss my mom and brother and sister a lot; it's going to be weird not being around any of my family (not even my aunt or uncle) for my birthday; I'm going to be at family camp with my friend and her family...
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amber family camp will be wonderful. some of the folks you meet will be you family for a long time. you will enjoy yourself so much. just except the time with all there, i am assuming this is a church family camp? my friends want me to go to theres with them at the end of month. glad to see your journal. talk later
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I'm sure that family camp will be fun; it will just be weird not being with any of my family for my birthday. Every year for as long as I can remember, I've always been with someone from my family.
I think the camp is religious, but I really don't know much about it. My friend pretty much invited me, and then told me a bit about what we can do there.
AmberLynnC