Anti-depressents
July 1, 2009 7:47am
Well, I started them today. Taking Esipram, which is apparently stronger than Zoloft (which I've taken in the past). Also had a blood test to …
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JennyMay 
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About Me
JennyMay
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About Me
Living with my bf of 3 years, in a small town of about 100 people. I'm a cleaner and I love my job, and will miss it when we move back to my hometown next year. But I am greatly looking forward to starting a next chapter in my life, and moving back home to be with my family and friends.
Living with my bf of 3 years, in a small town of about 100 people. I'm a cleaner and I love my job, and will miss it when we move back to my hometown next year. But I am greatly looking forward to starting a next chapter in my life, and moving back home to be with my family and friends.
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Interests
Gaming: Fallout 3, GTA IV, Sim City Societies and Crysis. Lots of others games but I won't list them all. TV, DVD's, TV on DVD's. I like Eli Stone, Bones, Heroes, The Office US, Family Guy, Futurama, Will & Grace, Queer As Folk, etc etc etc. Lots and lots of TV. All of my interests are not necessarily the best for someone who has suffered a DVT
Gaming: Fallout 3, GTA IV, Sim City Societies and Crysis. Lots of others games but I won't list them
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Recent Activity
Today
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JennyMay updated their status 2:44am
6 days to go!…
Tuesday
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JennyMay updated their status 5:16am
12 days to go!…
October 29
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JennyMay updated their status 7:08pm
I know it's over 15 days away but I wanna pack NOW!…
October 27
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JennyMay updated their status 9:15pm
18 days and counting!…
October 22
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JennyMay updated their status 8:50pm
23 days and counting!…
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Journal
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No more please
June 23, 2009 7:17pm
Can't take it anymore. Can't take feeling like this. Feeling like my life is over at 23. Feeling like I don't deserve the good …
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Lord it's been a while
May 13, 2009 2:50am
Ok so I haven't been on here for ages. I guess it's good to know it's here when I need it. I'm having a shit afternoon. The day …
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Feeling hot hot hot!
January 29, 2009 11:16pm
It is HOT HOT HOT!! At least in the 35 degree range (95 fahrenheit). I went for a swim, and since it's too hot to do anything else I'm …
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No DVT... Huzzah!
January 16, 2009 5:43am
So I had my doppler today and it all looks good. The doctor was happy with what she saw and feels confident that they clot is no longer there! Great …
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Hugbook
Little Love
Jenny,
Sending some love your way today sweetheart. I pray that all is well with you. Take care and God Bless you always my friend.
Hugs and Kisses,
Chris
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How are you? I pray your heart is filled with sunshine that warms your soul and brings you happiness. You are in my thoughts and heart. Hugs
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Permission to love yourself.
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Cute picture, hon. ^_^
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that picture of yours looks so great and your skin is beautiful. hope your ok..i cant imagine living in a town of 100 people hahah. i think i would hate it but i dont know. be well.
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Support Groups
Close Deep Vein Thrombosis (DVT)
Contracted my first DVT at 21, in Jan 07. Had been on the contraceptive pill for 1 month, & have since ruled out any other cause for the clot. Was on a 6 month dose of Warfarin, came off it July 07, & three months later experienced that tell-tale dvt pain in the same leg. A doppler revealed there was another clot, this time in my external iliaca vein, probably a clot that had been there since day one & was just never found. I have just come off a year course of Warfarin. Now on aspirin forever
Treatments
- Coumadin Working / Worked
- My blood was VERY difficult to maintain, forcing me to buy an INR testing machine so I didn't have to see a doctor every 3 days. I experienced short term memory loss, which isn't recovering as quickly this time around, now that I'm off the Coumadin for the second time
Close Depression
Suffered depression, untreated, for 4 or so years. Eventually it all got to be too much and I started taking Zoloft. I took it for about 6(?) months and found it helped my mood greatly. It's started again. I want to die. I'm convinced this is the only solution to my problems.
Treatments
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- I got worse before I got better. It took about 2 months to start working properly, but those first 2 months were harder than any I had experienced over the last 4 or so years
Open Loneliness
Moved to a town of 100 people, didn't know anyone but my bf (who I moved in with). Townspeople are nice but I don't have anyone I can talk to about personal stuff. Almost everyone here are parents so I don't have much in common with most of them. And most of my friends stopped talking to me after I moved away.
Open Self-Injury
Had diagnosed depression several years ago. Used to cut to ease the pain. Never drew blood, just cut enough to leave a mark for a few days (not a fan of scars). Now I'm feeling like this is the only way to release my current anger and stress. I can't cry, I can't feel any emotion but anger. Cutting will help. It has to.
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