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snowpea 
2/28/8
Hey I'm still alive, but barely holding on. The past few months have v\been so hard on me. between losing the job, the room mate, and the computer I feel like I got nothing except the insanity of only being around my 2 year old All the time!! But thats cool cause at least I got someone, right?
SO actually I been hitting the gym religously till I land a new job. It feels good to be getting my body in shape, and we all know excercise helps boost the endorphins which leads to a little less stress. Im trying real hard to hang in there. I thought bout suicide for a few weeks straight and now I'm starting to feel better in that department. But I warned my mom I should go to the hospital if I continue to feel this way by the time she goes on spring break.
But dont worry I will keep hangin on even if it seems like the impossible. Hope all is well for all my DS homies. I love you all!!
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Oh hun...I'm so sorry things are so rough!! I wish I could help you more than just typing words...I'm glad you're hanging in there and you are in my thoughts and prayers. Love you back hun!!
2wicked
sorry that life has got you so down. if i was wealthy i'd send you money to help out. but all i can do is offer sympathy and pray. i'm glad that you're still here. :)
Kev2
I'm glad you're trying to hang in there. I'm sorry it has been rough lately and I know it can be hard at times. I hate you don't have the computer! Just know that I think of you often. I will try to write soon! Take care of yourself and hey at least you'll have a rockin' bod from going to the gym! Love ya! Stacy
ConcernedMom5
I find exercise helps me too, when I feel stressful....good luck....take care, Sharon
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