A Jersey Lady
Well I'm doing it ! I bought the treadmill and opened up the juicer I bought 3-yrs ago! On …
Hi my name is sunny I have cfs/fibro, Just looking to make some friends. I'm from New Jersey. I have joined a few more groups since last I logged in. Its difficult to keep up with all groups, but fact is I do have health issues and now have brought me to feeling of isolation & loneliness. I'm thinking of my [x] more then usual and feel as though who would want me with all this baggage 've got! this seems like the only place I can be (ME) w/out judgement Im starting to read some of the other ppls stories and I don't feel so alone. My last friend who lives far from me now doesn't know of this site, Im finding it helpful getting back feed-back and of course the (hugs) I woke up so early this morn, I was drawn to my computer & to the groups to see how others are doing and to place whats on my mind. I use to keep written journals my goodness I must have over 3-yrs of writing, someone said I should put all together and write a book..lol Im afraid it would SHOCK many people whom I met on the internet..lol But its a thought I have 2-minor surgeries comming up so I'll have lots of time.
Hi my name is sunny I have cfs/fibro, Just looking to make some friends. I'm from New Jersey. I have joined a few more groups since last I logged in. Its difficult to keep up with all groups, but fact is I do have health issues and now have brought me to feeling of isolation & loneliness. I'm thinking of my [x] more then usual and feel as though who would want me with all this baggage 've got! this seems like the only place I can be (ME) w/out judgement Im starting to read some of the other ppls
reading, my pc of course, I'm starting to cook, I was starting to w/o on my treadmill, but now I have to put on hold. For now I enjoy learning how to cook, watching good movies, still decorating my apt. that I've been at now for 1yr. reading keeping up on health & nutrition.
reading, my pc of course, I'm starting to cook, I was starting to w/o on my treadmill, but now I have
Well I'm doing it ! I bought the treadmill and opened up the juicer I bought 3-yrs ago! On …
This is my first journal I've made on my computter, I have tons of books here at home. Well just returned from dentist, …
hang in there,have determanation and keep it i pray for it, i'll pray for for you. i might die tomorow but i gotta admit it's gettin better.
Have a wonderful day! MBTCL Dave
You do whats right for you, we have all these trigger points on our body that hurt to touch, cfs that makes getting out of bed a chore and we are supposed to act normally on top of that? I don't think so.
I know exactly how you feel. I am so used to being alone, that now I have no desire to even bother with a relationship, I mean after 15-16 years I know I would have a very hard time being in a relationship. I know I am to set in my ways.
I don't miss the controlling, the demands, the way I should dress, I don't have to worry about how long I take at the store, because I know I am not being timed.
all I have to say is Hallellueah to Freedom------YYYYYEEESSSSSS
Good luck with your health and fitness, I won an exercise bike off ebay-- I have that and been eating differently , healthier. I weighed 216 pounds back in June and now only down to 199, I guess slowly loosing it is better than not loosing it or gaining!!!!
Take care and try to stay healthy
be back to start
well I'll get right to the point, I lost my entire family first my brother, then father, then mother, and my daughter all with 10yrs. lost my home, bussiness. even my past friends passing away. My [x] left me he couldn't understand some of my illnesses. I'm ALONE
OMGoodness where do I begin ? well met my [x] partner 20yrs ago. He drove me crazy running after me, comming to my bussiness for tanning sessions he owned his own plumbing then we both were financially ok. Just seemed every time I turned around there he was. Well he did win me over he was different very giving, helpful, he cherrished me. natch I liked it, I had gotten ill and I guess he could'nt handle it. We lost the house, buss. He left I thought Id be ok.but I also lost my entire family.
I have hep-c and need support