Journal Entry for July 13, 2009
July 13, 2009 12:05am
I am not my disease, i am not my clothes and im not what my b.certificate says i am . I am not my body or my shape and form nor how much i weigh. i …
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rachaelg 
7:06am, July 19, 2009
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About Me
rachaelg
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About Me
if i ever get better i would like to do a lot of things, but right now i have no idea what the fuck im going to do and it scares me to death
if i ever get better i would like to do a lot of things, but right now i have no idea what the fuck im going to do and it scares me to death
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Interests
like walking , barbeques in the summer, teaching kids is cool... music ofcourse, preferably rock . metalilica, seether, , trapt, the tea party, matthew good band, blahblah, love dogs. getin one in a few weeks . like skateboarding when i get the chance and people when im not wanting to kill myself. right now what i DONT like is my medication and im thinking about just going off everything ..... umm dressin up, going shopping, harleys , trucks and swimming are all pretty up there on my list too !!! gues you could say im a FREE spirit when i want to live and a zombie when i wanna die. im the definition of bipolar
like walking , barbeques in the summer, teaching kids is cool... music ofcourse, preferably rock . metalilica,
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broken hearted girl
July 12, 2009 11:39pm
I dont wanna play the broken hearted girl anymore.. i have to step up to the plate in my own life and stop coimplaining about how unfair …
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Journal Entry for May 14, 2009
May 14, 2009 5:12pm
i believe that everyone is different. just like you need differnt meds to regularte your mood with every person who has bipolar,. everyone person is …
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i want to die.
May 14, 2009 12:33am
i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to …
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dark days
May 14, 2009 12:10am
Its been absolutely gorgeous for almost a week and a half. I felt decent this morning , took my dog for 1 and a half hour run up hills around …
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Present
Yaaaaayyyyy Happy, Happy Birthday!!! Sending you presents all the way from Baltimore, MD., USA! Hope you have a fabulous one with many more to follow!
(((hugs)))
pads :)
Well Done
when you become fabulously wealtyhy you can adopt me!!!
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Happy Birthday oh ancient one!!!:)~
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lovewins told me that you would b helpful for me
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r u on right now?
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
bipolar 1 since 2004, predominantly manic until 2008 had first deep depression
Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- Ativan Not Working
- it only makes the problem worse over time
- Depakote Not Working
- to much weight gain , wont live like that !
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Holistic Health Working / Worked
- empower, flax oil and tons of other vitamins, im good to go
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- low dosage , too high causes mania
- Lithium Not Working
- to much weight gain, too tired
- Tegretol Not Working
- got swollen lymph nodes
