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June 24, 2009 12:07pm
These Urges Are Too Much For Me ..I'm Losing It.. I Want To Cut Sooo Bad... And Burn .. & Stitch Myself Back Up The Way I Should Be …
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LostSoul7707
7:35am, November 1, 2009
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About Me
LostSoul7707
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About Me
My Name Is Heather I took my first breath on April 24, 1992.. I'm 17 years old.. I suffer With Major Depression and Self Harm... I'm Currently trying to find myself..But It seems like everywhere I turn It's A Dead End...I have been battleing ED sense I was 11 I'm Often considered A Freak and a Low life.. I Just want to be a normal girl In this somewhat normal world..I've never had any friends... And everyday Is a constant struggle... I'm here for help and guidance...I'm A Victim Of Rape.. And Have Been Molested Sense the early age of 7 Years Old=[.. If there Is anything more you'd like to know.. just ask me.. I'm So Tired: Tired of being afraid to fail. Tired of worrying about everyone else. Tired of taking care of everyone else. Tired of loving those who neither reciprocate nor appreicate it. Tired of giving my all.. Tired of repeating myself. Tired of being right (and being ignored). Tired of PMS. Tired of being taken advantage of. Tired of running in circles. Tired of behaving. Tired of keeping my mouth shut.Tired of seeing people I care about run themselves ragged!!. Tired of reaching out when all I need is one person to reach in. Tired of my stupid hair. Tired of my heart hurting. Tired of my head pounding.. Tired of not feeling safe. Tired of what a weak crybaby I am. Tired of fake smiles. Tired of snow. Tired of cold. Tired of commuting. Tired of communicating.
My Name Is Heather I took my first breath on April 24, 1992.. I'm 17 years old.. I suffer With Major Depression and Self Harm... I'm Currently trying to find myself..But It seems like everywhere I turn It's A Dead End...I have been battleing ED sense I was 11 I'm Often considered A Freak and a Low life.. I Just want to be a normal girl In this somewhat normal world..I've never had any friends... And everyday Is a constant struggle... I'm here for help and guidance...I'm A Victim Of Rape.. And Have
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Interests
My Interests are writing poetry...Songs... Caring for others and I love children..and Singing
My Interests are writing poetry...Songs... Caring for others and I love children..and Singing
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A Stalker
February 19, 2009 11:54pm
I left DT (DepressionTribe) after finding this site to get away from the hell I've been through there...I've come to find out that one Of my …
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I'm Not Your Average Girl
January 17, 2009 2:55am
I'm Heather. I'm not your average girl. I don't fit in with "normal" people But normal-ness doesn't exist. I finally one …
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I'm Scared And Alone
January 12, 2009 5:22pm
My Name Is Heather.. I'm not sure what to do... Life seems so pointless to me... I used to have dreams... and hopes... But they 're all gone …
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Hey, check these websites out:
-http://www.ehow.com/how_4747180_overcome-cutting-steps.html
-http://www.wikihow.com/Stop-Cutting-Yourself
Chocolate
I'm doing well. hope you're doning well also. Here's some chocolate for you ;)
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Chocolate
I'm doing well. hope you're doning well also. Here's some chocolate for you ;)
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Hey Just wanted to stop in an give you a hug.
Little Love
Hey Lost--*YOU* are *NOT* a piece of crap. I can tell you are a caring and sensitive person who deserves to be treated with care and sensitivity. They can't be worth more than you if they are so cruel and insensitive to you. You should be cherished for who you are and someday I really think you will find that person or people that will. The people that have been hurting you are no way better than you just *because* they hurt you. That proves it right there, if for no other reason. I used to think there was way too much wrong with me for anybody to ever love me at all, but somehow I made it through all the shit and found people that did and it was soo worth it that I hung around long enough to find out. I used to think there was no way I could be made right to begin with or ever be "fixable" in my whole life, but now, I dunno, I guess I've slowly learned to appreciate some of my "differences" and care less and less about anyone's opinion of me who didn't like the way I was. I think you sound really caring and creative and the world needs that a whole lot more than you can realize right now while you feel so bad...
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Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI'm 16 years old I've had depression sense I can Remember... I don't recall ever not being depressed... My childhood years are catching up with me my pasts.. and everything is unbareable... ..I've been raped and molested most of my life.. Still not sure how to deal with it to this day.. I'm looking for help but everywhere I turn seems to be wrong.. I just don't know anymore any suggestions please tell me.. I'm also a new member as of today.. Not sure how this site works yet.. Sorry
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