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JeanieMarie7 
12:38pm, September 23, 2009
Well I passed my own test. I was a little worried with Bob having cancer & all his medications that I might be tempted. To be honest the desire is gone. I can honestley say that I do not even have a remote desire to dabble with the past. It brought my whole life down in such a short time. I do feel relieved to know this now. It has also been so much easier because Bob never was a partner in any of my wrong doing. So I do not have someone I was codependent on. I was so ashamed I wanted no one to know. But each & every time we see the children I know I am in it for the right reasons. I am actually able to go thru life knowing that even tho a doctor convinced me I needed meds I really did not. I guess it was him priming me for his own warped desires.
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That is just amazing. I do not want to blow up your head or anything but GOOD JOB. You are walking down the right path in the right direction. I know sometimes it feels like we will never get there but girlfriend you are there. Now…may you keep on the path with hope and good spirits. We are with you forever.
Shawn
sdonig01
I am so happy to hear this. As you can imagine. It gives me hope, but it also just makes me happy for you, because you are so sweet!
EthelM