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Goal End Date is Dec 18, 09 39 more days.
luvmyangelc 
2:10am Yesterday
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About Me
luvmyangelc
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About Me
Hi. I am 31 years old, and have been happily married to my husband for 8 years. I am a professional party planner. We lost our first born son, Christian on Dec. 16th, 2008 due to a cord accident. He was our joy in life and we miss him terribly. " ALOT OF PEOPLE DREAM OF GETTING TO MEET THEIR ANGELS... I ACTUALLY GOT TO HOLD MINE."
Hi. I am 31 years old, and have been happily married to my husband for 8 years. I am a professional party planner. We lost our first born son, Christian on Dec. 16th, 2008 due to a cord accident. He was our joy in life and we miss him terribly. " ALOT OF PEOPLE DREAM OF GETTING TO MEET THEIR ANGELS... I ACTUALLY GOT TO HOLD MINE."
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Interests
horse-back riding, reading, traveling, writing, my two amazing dogs.
horse-back riding, reading, traveling, writing, my two amazing dogs.
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Recent Activity
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10 hugs given, 6 journal comments, 5 hugs received, 4 photo comments
Today
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luvmyangelc gave crwtom a hug 3:58am
Hi C. Well, I am getting crazier by the day with worry. I am so exhausted as I get closer to the end.…
Yesterday
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luvmyangelc gave christine15074 a hug 2:43pm
Oh Yay! I just realized you are my angel exchange partner! Yay! Hugs... allison…
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luvmyangelc updated their status 2:10am
I wish you were in my arms Christian. I cry for you daily.…
Saturday
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luvmyangelc gave hkchallenge a hug 1:12am
Hey beautiful. How are you doing? Is your hubby back from his trip yet? Just thinking of you, and give…
Thursday
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luvmyangelc updated their status 5:58pm
I wish you were in my arms Christian.…
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Hey! Everything is going well. I have been busy with school and work so I haven't been on here too much in a while. I generally try to find time to read what's going on with my friends but not a lot of time to respond. You are getting so close!!! How are you and your little guy doing?
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Allison, I feel for you. The end is torture. Attachments are unavoidable. You have watched this baby on ultrasound grow and become so invested in this baby making it. I did not sleep at all. My body was in turmoil and so was my mind. I woke up more than I would with a newborn. After I had Hope everyone said -I know you must be tired with no sleep. I found that so funny because the sleep I was getting was the best sleep I could ever remember. Waking up to feed a newborn was far better than waking up in fear. I hope I'm not scaring you more. Just want you to know that you are feeling normal. I think waking up for me was torture, but I at least felt some control over making sure Hope was arriving in my arms alive. Try to think of the sleep you will get in 6 wks. I'm so excited for you. Praying hard for you and your little man. He sounds like he is doing great. Oh, one more thing. When I take Hope to the dr, she doesn't cry when they mess with her because she was so use to me poking her too.lol Hang in there. Hugs,Cynthia
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I saw that you were having another NST today-how was it? Hopefully a little stressful than last time. Keep me posted. Hugs,cynthia
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Thanks sweetie. I hope you are well. Hugs and prayers to you and thanks for all your support.
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Support Groups
Close Stillbirth
I lost my beautiful son Christian on Dec. 16th 2008 due to a cord accident. I woke up at 8:23 p.m. on that evening and my baby wasn't moving. Twenty minutes later, I rushed to the hospital where I was told that there wasn't a heartbeat. At 3:13 a.m. on Dec. 18th I gave birth to my beautiful angel. He weighed 6 lbs 10 ounces and he was the most beautiful thing I had ever laid my eyes on. He was my firstborn child.
Close Anxiety
My firstborn son was stillborn on dec. 18th, 2008. I have always had A/D, now it is full-blown because of his death. Just need to talk to those who "get it."
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- I love it, but I limit its use b/c its addictive.
- Breathing Exercises Not Working
- Makes me more anxious
- Hypnotherapy Considering
- Just need some $
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- What a joke. I tried that when I was prego and look what happened...
- Elavil Working / Worked
- works very well. I cannot take SSRIs and it helps with insomnia and panic.
Open Pregnancy After Loss/Infertility
My name is Allison and I am 31 years old. I lost my firstborn son Christian on Dec. 18th, 2008 at 38 weeks pregnant due to an umbilical cord accident. He was a beautiful, healthy, 7lb. baby. I just found out last night that I am pregnant again, and 4 weeks along, due in mid January. I am excited, but nervous at the same time.
