WHY? WHY? thats what i just dont get? why does a person still feel lonely when there does not seem to be a reason. As i write here, i do have great experiences going on. but but there still seems to be an empty place inside me..!why ? I work to make a little money to buy a few grocerys, i do things around here to keep things up...then i have activities with friends. yes I have friends to go with and do with. NO MEN THO>> but gal pals.. but it really seems like something is just gone inside of me.
I do love the Lord, and we hang together...
How do i keep myself motivated ?? or is it motivation i am missing?
I just dont get it! Why would i feel lonely? this is crazy..
if i am reslest why cant i keep working on chores or do a long walk. but i just dont want to do this...OK MAYBE I AM LIKE A KID THAT WANTS TO BE INTERTAINED ALL THE TIME....YEA
maybe....but geech i do things, but as soon as its over, i am restless again....
CAN YOU HELP ME IF YOU ARE READING THIS......I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS SPOT..
my physical health is so much better than when i first came to DS...and actually my brain is working also....i think i just need a boost...
can someone be there to check in with me as to what i have done for me..
i am going to look into the senior news to get an idea where there is a bowling class, exercise class, etc....its just the follow thru i need helpppppppppppppp pleaseeeeeeee






DOES ''JESUS CHRIST''HAVE ALL OF YOU,HAVE YOU REALLY SURRENDERED ALL,HAVE YOU FULFILLED ALL THAT HE REQUIRE,REPENTANCE,BAPTISM [COMPLETE IMMERSION],FILLING OF THE HOLY SPIRIT,,PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP,ASK THE HOLY SPIRIT ,WHY DO YOU STILL FEEL THIS EMPTYNESS,,AS I HAVE GROWN IN ''CHRIST''I NO LONGER HAVE THE EMPTY FEELING,I FEEL WHOLE ,HOPE AND PRAY YOU FIND YOUR PEACE WITH ''GOD'',IN ''CHRIST''AGAPE LOVE LUCY..
JOYHOLY