Journal

Cumming clean, lol.

At least I can laugh at my problems.

Seems that I have this disorder and it is majorly affecting my hellish relationship issues.

I'm giving him one last shot. Har-har! One final BIG HOORAH. If he can't make me orgasm with the aid of a night alone in motel (kids with a sitter of course), enzyte pills, KY intense, and some romance via candels and music........Well, no "O" no marriage. 

Well some things have changed for the better, I'm glad to say. Parents gifted me with a new vehicle. A sweet, previously loved but new to me, white chevy venture van. Yep, sold out like a soccer mom and got a van, lol. Also went out and got my own checking account. Need to help hubby with organizing the fiances and paying the bills on time. Both are helping my esteem and indepence though. Definate mood improvement there.

Also having some great break throughs with my religious studies. Reading "Happiness" by Matthieu Ricard and "The Laughing Jesus" by Timothy Freke and Peter Gandy. Awesome stuff, its really opening my mind. Also being cute and trying all the challenges in a little book camed "The Mission" by Nicopress. Its sort of like goodwill anarchy mixed with truth or dare. Its been fun so far.

So yeah, things ARE getting better. Yea!