loumc's Journal

I was feeling ok today after blocking my ex last night on facebook, no more comments on my friends status,s so i can see him & his gf playing happy families.

I felt in control for a change then tonight i went to pick my daughter up from school & on the way back i seen him with a friend working on a drive that he was working on a while ago when he kept walking out on the road when he spotted me.

Well today i didnt look at him, wasnt even sure it was him but looking in my rear view mirror i could see him watching me drive down the road until he was a dot in my mirror, my daughter noticed him but it took her a while to tell me as she did not want to upset me.

I was more angry this time than upset because i felt positive about blocking him on facebook only to see him the next day. Normally i would go home & cry after seeing him. My house will be going up for sale thurs or fri then i hope to have a quick sale so i can move to the countryside where i work & my daughter goes to school, i will never pass him again because he has no reason to drive where i will live & i will never have to drive near my old home again so chances of me bumping into him will be next to nothing, then i can start to build our lives back to normal.