bit of a horrible day today
October 25, 2009 4:53pm
woke up feeling rather sad, it is the first sunday i have been off work for a while, just remembered my ex would go for the sunday papers early then …
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loumc
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About Me
loumc
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About Me
I am very loyal to all that are close to me
I am very loyal to all that are close to me
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Interests
i like gardening, diy, psychology & making my home comfortable.
i like gardening, diy, psychology & making my home comfortable.
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Recent Activity
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2 journal comments, 2 hugs received, 2 hugs given
Today
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loumc updated their status 5:30pm
remember, bad times go away when you dont see them as bad times…
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loumc gave cherrie1 a thanks 9:26am
I would also like to thank you for your support in that heated discussion, hugs to you from across the…
Yesterday
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loumc and bcolliesmom are now friends 6:28pm
Saturday
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loumc gave bcolliesmom a thanks 6:03pm
Sent my blood boiling too, waited for someone else to reply to the trashing recovering addicts first…
Thursday
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things are looking up :)
October 23, 2009 5:27pm
My house goes up for sale tomorrow, for sale sign goes up & will be on website, feeling scared but excited.
I also got offered two jobs in …
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when will this end?
October 21, 2009 4:56pm
I have blocked my ex on facebook & felt a sense of relief, no more coming across pictures of him with his ex enjoying himself, my house goes up …
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was feeling ok
October 19, 2009 5:20pm
I was feeling ok today after blocking my ex last night on facebook, no more comments on my friends status,s so i can see him & his gf playing …
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Hugbook
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Gold Star
I wanted to thank you for your reply to the discussion post - "No respect for Scumbags" - it just got my blood to boiling. I loved your response.
Hugs, Renee 
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thank u very much:)
Flower
thankyou for the message on my journel..
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ty hun
Chocolate
Hi! Sorry your having a tough time.. Listened to the song.. Letting go is tough when we love someone, but it is equally true that it takes two sacrificing hearts to create relationship... Hugs and Blessings,
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Support Groups
Close Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
Had to deal with an ex with a cocaine addiction, put me through hell then left, now i am here dealing with the aftermath
Open Restless Legs Syndrome
cant believe theres a support group for restless legs, no one understands the sleepless nights i have & the frustration of my restless legs keeping me awake, i cry with frustration, people think iv lost the plot. both my daughters suffer too & strangely enough so does my fiance (now ex) be interesting to know what others have tried to stop it. id try anything'
Open Breakups & Divorce
Broke up with my fiance last year (08 was the love of my life, found it real hard to deal with it, will never love that deeply again
Treatments
- Pets Working / Worked
- got myself a patterdale terrier, changed me for the better, maybe it is the unconditional love
- Reading Working / Worked
- unloads the mind
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- joining DS has thrown me a life line
- Talking Working / Worked
- talking on DS or with friends is a soul cleanser
- Time Working / Worked
- with time things have improved more than i expected
Open Infidelity
my ex fiance cheated on me with his ex, messed me up big time, he now has a cocaine addiction b/c he has messed up, he went back to her coz she pays his mortgage leaving him his wage to spend on cocaine
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- tried to forgive but not sure if i ever did, couldnt forget. done it again so cant see me ever forgiving.
Open Healthy Relationships
need to avoid toxic relationships & men with exes still hanging on, think i have forgotten what a healthy relationship is.
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- joining different groups on DS has helped loads.
