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DorytTheMagicalFish and elishadouglas are now friends 6:15am
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DorytTheMagicalFish gave dortoto flowers 8:00pm
Wishing you all of the best! Your kind words always bring such healing to my heart... Miss Em…
DorytTheMagicalFish and MissCheekyChops are now friends 4:12pm
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November 3, 2009 9:42am
Good Morning! Emily here... in short, I have realized that I have very poor will power flying solo in this weight loss journey- and struggling with …
October 14, 2009 10:22pm
Ah, so another day.... and a fairly good one at that. I found myself to be rather productive... bustling about the store, I think I packaged nearly …
October 4, 2009 4:27pm
Hello all,
Today has been a challenging day... I find that my schedule has been driving me nuts. It just always seems to be go, go, go... three …
October 3, 2009 9:22pm
What I Ate During My Binge:
-One Chocolate Chip Mixed Nut Cookie (A Big One)
-One Scoop of Chunky Peanut Butter
-One Slice of Fresh Baked White Bread, …
September 27, 2009 6:27pm
Ok, so, I'm officially spooked! I initially believed that I could break free from this cycyle- but my goodness- I've just realized that I am …
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Just wanted you to know I'm right there with you on the food thing. I have yet to respond to your message and I must apologize for putting that off. I can't justify my behavior, only possibly explain it. Know that I"m thinking of you and have every intention of responding to the message you sent me a while back! I haven't forgotten you. I'm thinking of you often. Take care!
*hug* best wishes for the weekend, all we can do is try our best. Thank you for what you said, I feel a bit more human of it, ive been disconnected too much. *hug*
HI hon, ive been very scarse and I don't think weve talked in ages but just to let you know that I am thinking of you and I really hope things are ok this weekend. I'll be on here more, think im out of the worst for now. *hug* take care k and Im here if you want a shoulder or talk or whatever.
Hope your days have been less hectic and you are doing well!
Hey! Thank you for the hug and friendship. I really needed it! It's been a rough day as my son has spiked a temp of 102* twice today and his fever is only responding to Motrin and refuses to respond to Tylenol, so it's difficult keeping the temp down. So I'm a little run down and feeling a little gloomy cuz I just can't seem to keep him feeling well for a while at a time. Hope your evening is great and thank you so much for your friendship and understanding!
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Diagnosed in my early adolescence, I have worked with my OCD for the past six years.... despite struggles in my early childhood (as the disorder was present and active, simply undiagnosed).
I have struggled terribly with a combination of anorexia and bulimia; and only have sought treatment as of late. My journey has begun, and whilst I fight daily with food, I intend to come out on top. As there are no other options! (Death hardly suits my busy schedule).
Strange little story- or, maybe not! :-D I've always been conscious of my attractions to women... but found, even in my early teenager years, that I could develop romantic feelings for both sexes. But I prefer women- for sure ;-D
I experience terrible social anxiety; trusting few people; and becoming highly dependent (and nurturing of course) of those few. Issues relative to weight gain always manage to send me into a frenzy as well.
Battled it for years! Continue to... a combination of environmental, genetic and neurological imbalances.
I am a survivor of emotional, sexual and physical abuse (endured recently, within my adolescent/young adult years).
I am a proud survivor of sexual abuse, and am looking to broaden my horizons- and develop into a sexually concious, and healthy young woman.
I have struggled with my weight for years... Having dropped nearly thirty five to forty pounds within the past five years- I have fought to exercise, diet and live properly. Beginning at 175 and falling to 135-140 (ish), I have been looking to establish a stronger body image... Hoping, and praying that this will help. I imagine it will :-)
Historically, I'm a binger and purger. As I no longer purge, I occasionally binge- and THIS can be scary!
A 60 year old predator for nearly three months straight. Try to imagine that. Not to imagine being raped shortly thereafter by a man posing as law enforcement. Essentially assumed I was going to die that night, but didn't by the grace of god.
Recovering from an eating disorder, now is my time to do it right :-)
I tend to relive rapes and losses in my dreams. Far from pleasant. Solution: CONSTRUCT A GIANT DREAMCATCHER!
I have always had a CRIPPLING fear of any and all diseases, colds, flus, etc- relative to a germaphobia through my OCD.
Hello, not sure how common this is- but I find the absolute worst of me comes out once a month. It's as if a barrage of my with-held anger, frustrations, insecurities, and questions come bubbling out- and I just go loopy! Am I alone here? I should hope not...
I, despite my being loved IMMEASURABLY by my family, have always felt "lonely" in the presence of others. My peers, within my romantic relationships, my friendships- and sadly, even within my family. I am so confused as to why I feel this way- and why, as a result, I have made such poor decisions in seeking attention, or some ridiculous kind of personal affirmation?
I'm just a good old fashioned dork, attending a sorority party girl paris hilton school. Looking to establish some friends, and some lifetime connections, but have been struggling. I so fear being rejected... I just want a best girl friend. Reasonable? You tell me, lol!
