AmyHumm's Journal

so i just listened to this powerfulpowerful podcast, and i realized I NEED to go to an oa meeting, or else its gonna get worse and worse.

i am feeling so mayn emotions right now, im worried about getting into college, about work, about flat out lieing to my boss (it was a dooezy), feeling friendless alone adn jelous (allie)

but im going to rationalize, i dont have to worry about work tomarrow or right now, i dont have to worry about college for about a month, i  do have to pray about my lieing, and tomarrow maybe i can call some places to see if they are hiring

god is in charge and all is well

i also worked out for about three hours and i have to realize that once i get my life going job and school that i wont be able to do that everyday, so even more reason to go to a meeting

well i should go to sleep and get on a sleep scedual

gods is in charge and all is well