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AmyHumm 
i saw this in a thred adn thought it might be a good idea to write in full depth why i want to stop!
I want to stop to gain confidence, to loose weight, to understand why my boyfriend find me attractive, so my boyfriend stays attracted to me, i want to not think about food unless i am eatting it, i want to eat regular portions and feel good about it, i wanna feel satisfied, i wanna stop feeling guilty, i wanna stop feeling ashamed, i wanna stop crying and getting manic about my food choices, i wanna look good, i wanna stop comparing myself to others, i wanna stop being jelous of others, i want to wear size small or medium, i wanna share clothes with allie, secretly i wanna look better then allie, i wanna make love with cory and not feel self concious, i wanna feel Confident, I WANT to be HAPPY, i want to live my life, i want to laugh, i want to have friends, i dont want to hide by myself, i dont want to worry what others think of me, i hate waiting in the door way while my boyfriend is in the bathroom waiting to hear the toilet flush so i can cram as much food in my mouth before he comes out, i dont want to leave my friends so i can go eat, i dont want to be about intamate with cory and then realize my stomach is bulging with food and my self estem is in the shit and i cant be with him and then thinkits because he doesnt love me, i dont want to take everything so personaly, i dont want to wake upwith a buldging stomach because of my food choices, i dont want that ever, i hate the guilt of feeling full to the bursting point, i hate when i am full for 4-6 hours because of a binge, i want to care about myself, i want to be powerful, i want to love myself and love others, i want to be kind to my mom and dad and cory, i want to hang with my friends insted of not calling them cause im afraid of what they think, or that there skinner and feeling jelous.
ok so i think i got all of that out, it kinda turned into something other then why i just wanna stop bingeing but lets see if that works!
