10 year addiction
I have been addicted for 10 years, on and off. The worst thing for me is the fact that you have to keep using just to feel normal, …
my girls (grown), my angel on earth helping with my addiction, writing, music, and my animals, and the thought that this is-must be a learning experience for a higher (no pun) purpose
my girls (grown), my angel on earth helping with my addiction, writing, music, and my animals, and the thought that this is-must be a learning experience for a higher (no pun) purpose
writing, music, animals, friends, walking in the woods, and adore the beach when I can get there. I love talking also.
writing, music, animals, friends, walking in the woods, and adore the beach when I can get there. I love
I have been addicted for 10 years, on and off. The worst thing for me is the fact that you have to keep using just to feel normal, …
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To brighten your new week
I have had several head injuries (accidents - abuse), I have spots on my frontal lobe which make my short term memory horrible. I am only 40, and disabled because of not only the head thing but several other things. I find that most people are not very understanding, even though I write everything down, record things - I'm so afraid to forget. I have to been told things over and over - so frustrating.
My first "problem" that started 15 years ago. I cleaned houses, went to school at night, and a single mom at the time and had a very busy wonderful life. I started to have a needles and pins, and was misdiagnosed several times until I went to a pain manangment clinic and was sent for the right tests, and to GOOD doctors.
diagnosed with a MRI for a totally different issue. What do you do for something you never even heard of, and can't hardly spell??? I was told it was something I had to deal with and hope that medical science catches up wih me. Because I have so many things going haywire in my body ( bad genetics and who knows what else - auto-immune deseases run in my family - 3 of us currently living are suffering with different auto's but many other medical problems along with them.
MRI told the story, now I am the bionic woman! I have so much titanuim in my spine I have to get to the airport hours early, they put me in the box and call security, even though I have a card that says I have metal in my spine. Like I could hide something in my spine!!! Anyway, it grows worse, no more surgeries, except to stablize what is left of my bones. I am actually terrified of this, spinal surgery is one of my "things" and I try to act as if it doesn't exsist. I want to cry