animals
January 13, 2009 11:47pm
my dog has lime disease. hopefully we can cure him of it before it fucks up his kidneys.
my cat is limping and we dont know why so we may take him to …
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prettymoppet
11:41pm, January 13, 2009
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About Me
prettymoppet
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About Me
I don't want to hurt her anymore. She deserves love and never to be hurt. I don't want to hurt nemore either. When I'm in control of myself I can be so good to her, and our relationship is loving and nurturing. But i'm not always in the drivers seat. I need to gain control. and be happy. She deserves to be happy.
I don't want to hurt her anymore. She deserves love and never to be hurt. I don't want to hurt nemore either. When I'm in control of myself I can be so good to her, and our relationship is loving and nurturing. But i'm not always in the drivers seat. I need to gain control. and be happy. She deserves to be happy.
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back together
January 4, 2009 9:51pm
we are back together. and talking about meeting again. i hope we do. i feel so horrible for having considered breaking up with her. i dont wanna lose …
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The convo with my gf before we broke up.
January 4, 2009 6:11pm
[ive put in bold what lead up to the breakup and the break up]Right now we are still together but just barely. im really scared im gonna lose her. i …
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hows u doin....hows life
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hope you ok. x
Little Love
right back at ya haha
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hope all ok.
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it ok friend! my life a mess too, but i am trying! hope everything works out for you.
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Close Healthy Relationships
My gf and i fight a lot. i dont want to hurt her. and a lot of what she says, which is unintentional and wouldnt even affect most ppl, triggers horrible feelings like jealousy, anger, hurt. and i cant help but act on them. i wanna be better for her. we need to be better together. i love her more than anything and i dont wanna lose her.
Treatments
- Talking Not Working
- we just get hurt and then after a little while we miss eachother and after hours of crying and freaking out we try to work it out. but its still broken.
Close Bipolar Disorder
idk if i have bipolar disorder but my moods fluctuate all the time and anything can change them - even the slightest thing can change them and i feel emotions in intense waves - its overwhelmings sometimes.
Open Jealousy
any time my gf mentions a guy, even her dad, i freakout internally and get extrememly jealous and then freak out outloud. if she mentions "oh i did that once" i freak out and think all these horrid thoughts about with who she may have done it with and if she liked them more than she does me and all these thoughts i cant control.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
mine is emotional. i cant pin point exact verbal abuse. all through school when i was younger - not quite a smuch now but atill i get it sometimes. and my family is so emotionally abusive. they dont say direct insults too often - its mostly that they play with my emotions and laugh at me always mocking me and treating me like im always wrong and bad when im better than they are.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- makes me forget them or feel like im not the only one suffering this. music doesnt judge you.
Open Acne
nothing works on my face. and its to a point where i put as much cover up and face owder on as i can to cover it up as much as i can and then i still feel insecure and i hate meeting ppl or even going around anyone because of it. why cant i be pretty too!?
Treatments
- AcneFree Somewhat Helpful
- i think it becam a little less inflamed but it didnt disappear
- Apple Cider Vinegar Considering
- does this work?? how do u use it?
- Benzoyl Peroxide Not Working
- made my skin itchy and oily
- Proactiv Not Working
- waste of money it did not work
- Washing Not Working
- just makes my face less oily. doesnt make it go away
