jquick's Journal

HELLO, OLD FRIENDS. BEEN AWHILE I KNOW. WELL, I WENT BACK TO WORK, BEEN THERE 2 MONTHS. THINGS ARE GREAT ON THAT FRONT. SOME GOOD DAYS, AND BAD.

WENT TO A NEW PAIN SPECIALIST TODAY, SHE SAID SHE NEEDS TO GET MY RECORDS BEFORE SHE CAN START TREATING ME. HAD TO WAIT TILL MY INSURANCE BECAME IN EFFECT. BEEN SUFFERING, DAY IN AND EVERYDAY. BUT I'M NOT SO DEPRESSED ANY LONGER. THE NEW JOB, HAS HELPED ME GET MY LIFE BACK. WAS ALMOST SUICIDAL FOR AWHILE. I'VE OVERCOME THAT, NOW I NEED A PAIN SPECIALIST WHO WILL TREAT ME.

LAST WEEKEKND WAS A JOYOUS OCCASION FOR ME, MY DAUGHTER GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE. I'M SO PROUD OF HER. THAT WENT WELL FOR HER.  UNFORNATELY HER DOG HUSBAND, DECIDE TO SERVE HER DIVORCE PAPERS THAT SAME DAY. WE HID THE CARD, FROM THE PROCESS ERVER. HE WAS CHEATING ON MY DAUGHTER.  WE HAD TO TELL THE NEXT DAY, SHE DIDN'T TAKE IT TOO WELL. WHO WOULD. WHAT A DOG. NICE CHRISTIAN BOY, GOOD HOME. NOT EVEN MARRIED 2 YEARS. I THINK THEY MARRIED TOO YOUNG. I DID GIVE THEM 5 YEARS. SHE WAS ONLY, 19, HE WAS 23. HATE SEEING MY DAUGHTER IN PAIN.

SHE, IS MOVING ON THOUGH. MOVING, AND GOING BACK FOR HER MASTERS DEGREE.

ME, I'M HANGING IN THERE, AND PRAY THIS NEW DOCTOR WILL ACCEPT ME AS A PATIENT, AND I CAN GET SOME RELIEF. I'M UP SO LATE, BECAUSE I WORK THE EVENING SHIFT. WELL, LATE HERE. WILL TRY TO READ SOME JOURNALS SOON. HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING FINE. I HAVE MISSED MY FRIENDS, AND SUPPORT HERE.

HUGS, JANE