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Journal Entry for May 17, 2008 Mood
Saturday, May 17, 2008 | A General Update story

LaughingHELLO EVERYONE. WELL, BEEN HARD ON ME LATELY. I 'VE BEEN IN A LOT OF PAIN. WORKING TAKES SO MUCH OUT OF ME. I'M TIRED, CRANKY, AND IRRITABLE MOST OF THE TIME.  HAVN'T BEEN ABLE TO FIND A NEW PAIN SPECIALIST HERE. NEW INSURANCE AND ALL. SOME DAYS ALL I WANT TO DO IS STAY IN BED, AND CRY, BUT THEN I HAVE TO GET UP AND GO TO WORK. FINDING, A NEW DOCTOR WITH NEW INSURANCE, IN A NEW TOWN IS HARD. I WILL ADMIT I DID GET ADDICTED TO MY PAIN MEDICINE, AND NOW I'VE BEEN CLEAN FOR 3 MONTHS. I JUST WANT SOMETHING TO TAKE THE EDGE OFF THE PAIN. SOME DAYS IT'S SO HARD MANAGING, DAY BY DAY.

I WORRY ABOUT MY DAIGHTER ALSO. SHE GOT MARRIED IN 2006, NOW SHE AND HER HUSBAND IS DIVORCING. IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE MY DAUGHTER GO THROUGH THIS.

HE WAS CHEATING ON HER, NOT ONCE, BUT TWICW. I GET SO MAD WHEN I HEAR THAT.

I HAVE A LOT ON MY PLATE RIGHT NOW. I HAVE TO GET MY TEETH TAKEN OUT, DECAY FROM DIABETES. GET A NEW SET OF TEETH.  WELL, THATS ALL I HAVE FOR NOW. HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING WELL.

HUGS TO ALL

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  1. sandym

    you will find a new doc, my goodness you are in a big town. You were on alot of meds, so its going to take a good doc to get you on the right track. Just start out with a new primary and go from there. Sorry about the teeth. That is one thing I really take care of, I dont want to loose them. Will they pull all of them at once? Sounds so painful , ugh. Your daughter will be ok, she just needs your support. Thank goodness she is getting out before there were any babies involved. Poor kid, just be there for her mom. Get some rest and keep us up on how things are going for you hugs sandy


    sandym

HELLO OLD FRIENDS, BEEN AWHILE Mood
Friday, May 9, 2008 | A General Update story

HELLO, OLD FRIENDS. BEEN AWHILE I KNOW. WELL, I WENT BACK TO WORK, BEEN THERE 2 MONTHS. THINGS ARE GREAT ON THAT FRONT. SOME GOOD DAYS, AND BAD.

WENT TO A NEW PAIN SPECIALIST TODAY, SHE SAID SHE NEEDS TO GET MY RECORDS BEFORE SHE CAN START TREATING ME. HAD TO WAIT TILL MY INSURANCE BECAME IN EFFECT. BEEN SUFFERING, DAY IN AND EVERYDAY. BUT I'M NOT SO DEPRESSED ANY LONGER. THE NEW JOB, HAS HELPED ME GET MY LIFE BACK. WAS ALMOST SUICIDAL FOR AWHILE. I'VE OVERCOME THAT, NOW I NEED A PAIN SPECIALIST WHO WILL TREAT ME.

LAST WEEKEKND WAS A JOYOUS OCCASION FOR ME, MY DAUGHTER GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE. I'M SO PROUD OF HER. THAT WENT WELL FOR HER.  UNFORNATELY HER DOG HUSBAND, DECIDE TO SERVE HER DIVORCE PAPERS THAT SAME DAY. WE HID THE CARD, FROM THE PROCESS ERVER. HE WAS CHEATING ON MY DAUGHTER.  WE HAD TO TELL THE NEXT DAY, SHE DIDN'T TAKE IT TOO WELL. WHO WOULD. WHAT A DOG. NICE CHRISTIAN BOY, GOOD HOME. NOT EVEN MARRIED 2 YEARS. I THINK THEY MARRIED TOO YOUNG. I DID GIVE THEM 5 YEARS. SHE WAS ONLY, 19, HE WAS 23. HATE SEEING MY DAUGHTER IN PAIN.

SHE, IS MOVING ON THOUGH. MOVING, AND GOING BACK FOR HER MASTERS DEGREE.

ME, I'M HANGING IN THERE, AND PRAY THIS NEW DOCTOR WILL ACCEPT ME AS A PATIENT, AND I CAN GET SOME RELIEF. I'M UP SO LATE, BECAUSE I WORK THE EVENING SHIFT. WELL, LATE HERE. WILL TRY TO READ SOME JOURNALS SOON. HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING FINE. I HAVE MISSED MY FRIENDS, AND SUPPORT HERE.

HUGS, JANE

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  1. sandym

    well hello ms jane!! so glad to hear you are doing so well, and finally back on track. sorry about your daughter, that had to have been hard on her. glad you found a new doctor, but if they decide to not treat you, I am sure there are many to pick from. Stay in touch hugs sandy


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