im a high school music teacher. i live with my aunty and my dad while im saving for my own place. i have 2 beautiful ragdoll cats, phantom and maestro. i have been divorced for 2 1/2 years and im definately not looking for a relationship.i dont have any children which is ok because i never wanted any in the first place. i have one younger sister who is married with 2 little girls who are the light of my life. my mum died suddenly 3 years ago. ive had severe depression and anxiety for about 18 months been hospitalised 3 times. nothing seems to be getting better and work is a real problem
im a high school music teacher. i live with my aunty and my dad while im saving for my own place. i have 2 beautiful ragdoll cats, phantom and maestro. i have been divorced for 2 1/2 years and im definately not looking for a relationship.i dont have any children which is ok because i never wanted any in the first place. i have one younger sister who is married with 2 little girls who are the light of my life. my mum died suddenly 3 years ago. ive had severe depression and anxiety for about 18 months
i used to have interests. but right now i cant think of anything fun or interesting at all. i no longer like shopping or going out with friends. music used to be the passion of my life and now i couldnt care less. the only thing i actually like doing is cuddling up with my cats and going to sleep. personally id like to live in the middle of a tornado, you know the really calm part? i occassionally read but its hard. i no longer watch tv because i cant follow it. i can watch dvds that ive seen before because it doesnt matter if i space out in the middle of it, i still know whats going on. i spend most of my life wishing i was dead. i am interested in getting better and being happy.
i used to have interests. but right now i cant think of anything fun or interesting at all. i no longer
January 4, 2009 1:39am
just joined daily strength. looks good. im hoping that this will be a place i can vent and givesome of my family and friends a break. ive been …
Hi! Thinking of you and wanted to send you some flowers!!May they brighten your day!!I have three kids home sick,thier are rumors of the swine flu going around at school so I am hopeing thats not the problem.I am giveing them lots of liquids and haveing them rest...I ended up with one of my kittens passing away but thank god the other three seem to be getting better.I havent been doing much,just takeing it one day at a time..The cold weather has really been makeing my back and legs ache so I have been trying to stay home..But there is always something I have to do..Well,I hope that you are haveing a nice week.Write when you can.xoxoxoxox love,Tammy
HEY LADY!! HOW ARE YOU DOING?? WHATS NEW IN YOUR WORLD? WHAT IS YOUR WEATHER LIKE NOW?ITS GETTING COLD HERE,36 DEGREES AS I SIT HERE.YUCK I AM NOT READY FOR THE COLD WEATHER.I HAVE A NEW BATCH OF KITTENS JUST ABOUT SIX WEEKS NOW BUT NOT DOING VERY GOOD.THEY ARE THROWING UP SOME AND HAVE DIAHREA,ITS ALL WHITE AND SMELLS VERY SOUR.I AM HOPEING THEY GET BETTER SOON AS I CAN NOT AFFORD THE STUPID VET .IT WOULD BE SIXTY DOLLARS JUST TO WALK IN THE DOOR WITHOUT WHATEVER THEY MAY NEED.SO KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED FOR ME.I HAVE BEEN VERY FRUSTRATED OVER COUNSELING.I WAS SEEING THE SAME GUY EVERY WEEK FOR THE PAST TWO MONTHS AND HAD TO CONTINULY REPEAT MYSELF AND THEN ONE DAY WHEN I WAS TRULY A MESS HE JUMPS ME ABOUT MISSING APPTS WHEN HE KNEW MY VEHICLE HAD BEEN BROKE DOWN.I STORMED OUT SLAMMING THE DOOR AND REQUESTED A NEW ONE...STUPID ME SHOULDNT HAVE JUMPED THE GUN BECAUSE NOW I HAVE A VERY AROGANT MAN WHO MAKES ME NERVOUS.I DONT DARE COMPLAIN AGAIN AND ASK FOR SOMEONE NEW SO I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO...SO DO YOU HAVE TRICK OR TREATING WHERE YOU LIVE??WELL, I GUESS I HAVE TAKEN UP ENOUGH SPACE FOR TODAY.TAKE CARE & MANY HUGS XOXOXO LUV, TAMMY HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK DEAR FRIEND!!
HOW WONDERFUL TO HEAR FROM YOU!! I THINK OF YOU OFTEN AND MISS TALKING LIKE WE USED TO!!WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING??ARE YOU GOING BACK TO WORK ANYTIME SOON?I WILL MESSAGE YOU..HAVE A WONDERFUL UPCOMEING WEEK MY DEAR FRIEND!!!!I MISS YOU SO...TAKE CARE & MANY HUGS XOXOXO TAMMY
HEY DEAR FRIEND!!YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS!HOW ARE YOU??WHAT IS NEW IN YOUR WORLD??MY KIDS START SCHOOL SOON AND I AM HAVEING A HARD TIME COMEING UP WITH THE MONEY FOR ALL THEY NEED.IS YOUR COMPUTER BACK UP AND RUNNING??I MISS YOU LOTS,PLEASE WRITE WHEN YOU CAN!!MANY HUGS XOXOXO HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK!!!LUV, TAMMY
HEY SUZY!! I REALLY DO MISS YOU AROUND HERE AND JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS,HOPE ALL IS WELL...MANY HUGS XOXOXO LUV, TAMMY
was diagnosed with some traits of borderline personality disorder in november 2008. have been suffering depression and anxiety for 18 months. couldn't work for 6 months, was in and out of hospital. am still not back at work fulltime and am really struggling with work. am taking meds (currntly on a changeover) and a, seeing a clinical psychologist.
developedboth depression and anxiety 18 months ago after my grandparents and mother dying and my husband leaving all in a short amout of time
my mum thought i had a hearing problem from the time i was 2. she took me several times to the gp who told her there was nothing wrong with me and it was normal for children to ignore their mother when they are called. the school nusre wrote a letter to my mum saying i had a hearing problem when i was in kindergarten. she refered my to the government agency for a proper hearing test and i was found to have a mild to moderate hearing loss in both ears. both ears are almost exactly the same.
got depression and anxiety 18months ago. since then i find it hard to go out of the house. i have panic attacks at large shopping centres and anywhere there are lots of people. sometimes i hold it together and have the panic when i get home.
was recently diagnosed with atypical borderline personality disorder. atypical because i only have some of the traits and do not have rages.i think this is a bullshit diagnosis but it got me the meds i needed to even out my mood.
my uncle molested me between the ages of 4 and 9. he denys it ands says i watch too much telivision. he also molested my older cousin and im pretty sure hes done something to his youngest son who i caught molesting my sister when he was just 7. i was also attacked on the street when walking home from school when i was 16. im very scared of men and these events have set off a massive chain reaction causing me to have a breakdown. not over it yet
