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lovestoread 
6:35pm, March 31, 2009
Yeah so today is back to school...I'm not jumping for joy...I do love school however I have had so much bad stuff (drama etc) that has lessened my like for school over the years. I feel really low today yes I get to see friends...how little of them I have but something just has me really down about coming back. I have been having problems with friends talking about me behind my back. I don't know sometimes I feel like if I just disappeared that no one would notice or care. I don't know, I don't feel like I am wanted at all. I don't want to be home because I have missed so much school already but I also don't want to be at school. I feel like there is no place for me to be myself. I just want to disappear...not hurt myself but just go some place no one can find me. I feel so horrible.
