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lovestoread 
6:35pm, March 31, 2009
I find myself in a different place then I was the last time I was on. My life has change and I think it will be for the better. There are things that I have kept inside that were eating away at me that are not anymore and that to me is the biggest change. I have found that I don't have to be afraid of speaking or talking to someone as long as it is the right person and I have found that no one can make me talk if I don't want to. Don't get me wrong it took me years and years to do it but now that I have I'm giving a way out and a new way to live. It help to have the support from my family and to know that they are not going to leave me when I need them the most and I don't have to face by myself. Sure there are things that I have grown with that are being left behind but that is ok, I'm going to be ok...maybe not right now or in a week but soon when this is all over. I will be ok.
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I can not believe this girl! She is one of my close friends and so is her boyfriend and she is messing around! Everytime he has a right to be mad or upset she says no that is not a reason but when she has a problem and is mad then it I have a reason to be mad. Ha! I want to tell her boyfriend and also my best friend to stop seeing her but since I liked him he'll look at it like I am trying to get with him when I am not. I am just mad and I want to help but it will not look like I am just a concerned friend it will look like a I am a jealous girl. I HATE this. Though it is going to be hard I have to stay out of it and let the chips fall where they may.
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