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hubbyluver 
2:56am, January 24, 2009
Wanted to stop helping others because of fear of ridicule.?
Want to stop cleaning because of feelings of inaddequatecy ?
Wanted to hide away from the world. ?
felt like you were all alone in the world.
wanted someone to love you so much that you would do anything to make them love you?
Wanted something so badly that you would try anything to make it happen?
Just wanted to see if anyone feels the way I do..
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I just wanna scream when I do things and they are turn out wrong. I feel like a complete failure and always seem to belittle myself. I tend to want to make myself feel so inadequate when i mess up things. I wonder if there is anything that I can do right. Why me I wonder. I never think on a possitive note like I should and think of what things I can do right. I wonder if anyone else ever has these thoughts and feelings.. I think I am the only crazy one...
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my wife is li9ke that, at least ya try, a failure never tries anything
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Well I wanna give up trying but something keeps me trying .. i do not want to be labeled a failure actually ...
I am in another abuse and support group on yahoo and today I read about a lady who is pregnant with her 5th child and was being abused. This seemed to trigger me to remember my abusive moment in my second pregnancy.. I will tell more about it later...
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that's not good , my X wife was very abusive to me n the kids
Past Entries
| January 2009 |
Friday, 1/02
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this is really tragic you feel this way, you are not allowing yourself to recognise youw own qualitites, you need to take the first difficult step in learning to love yourself, sont treat yourself the way others have treated you, dont make yourself feel the way others have made you feel, YOU DESERVE MORE
i do understand the feelings youare having and i also understand that you need to begin affirming yourself to move away from this
alison x
soultosoul
I have never loved myself.. Thats one of my bad faults... Thanks for being supportive... It helps to know someone cares
hubbyluver