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Dancelvr19 
4:37pm, August 8, 2009
my weddings off an now im so upset i feel i haveta cut. Im haven rele rele bad urges to and ive been holding my tool since. I mean its so bad i cant put it down. I wana cry an scream an cut so bad but nuttens working. Please sm1 tell me how 2 4get how 2 move on an not hurt. Plz
I rele rele wana cut and idk how not to
im past breaking point and on major self destruct
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My fiance and i r haven a rele rele rele hard time and its to the point now ehre hes going home. I dont wanna call of this wedding n i love him i rele do.
The crap going on here has me really wanting to cut. Its to the point now where my blade is w me ALL day and i cant put it down. IDK wutta do ... im about 2 snap i think.
I wish my friend was here to give me hugs and help but shes not (took her own life last month) and i jus feel so guilty bout that 2.
i dunoo how much longer i can last , how much more i can take this
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Hi Honey!
PLEASE don't let yourself get so upset. Cutting does NO GOOD!!! Even though you are scared and hurting now, things with your fiance will probably work out soon. I will pray it does, Honey.
So sorry to hear about the loss of your friend. When someone decides to take their life...there is nothing anyone can do. I've lost several people to suicide, so can totally relate to your pain. Just know that for someone to do this, they are not in their right minds....it's such a PERMANENT SOLUTION FOR A TEMPORARY PROBLEM! Suicide hurts so many people and wastes a beautiful life.
Hang in there and know I'm here for you.
Love,
Ingrid
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hey sis, it'll be ok. you and David. it'll get better. like you've said before, think of yourself before other people. get yourself to put that blade down. and not with you all day. i used to be that way. it wasn't good at all. because i ended up cutting every couple of hours. it's all going to be ok. i'm here for you as my sister. we all love you for who you are. and if you don't like who yu are then just try and change. and you know your getting help and we all know that if you need us we'll be here. it's ok. and remember. i love you sis. it'll be ok and you and David can get through this and it's not your fault that your friend took her own life. you shouldn't be to blame so don't feel guilty. it's going to be ok. i love you and everyone else loves you too.
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um he held you down while your ex beat the shit out of you...not exactly the kinda guy i would marry...but if you love him i guess you'll make it work somehow....
i woke up 2day rele sick and not feeling good at all and to top it off w major urges. I mean these r worse then ever b4 to the point where even tho i sent all my tools away I had to find something 2 use.
I hate this , i wana stop i rele do but its so hard.... Ive needed a hug froma close friend this past wk and cant because she killed herself and i miss her so bad.
I jus wana cry an scream an then take it out on myself 4 not stoping her!
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it's gunna be ok. we're still here for you. we love you. and yes i did give you the over the phone sickness. lol jk(well maybe i'm not but we all know why i was so sick)
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Cutting will NOT help - please talk to someone close to you about this or a doctor .... we care !!
sugar09
Hello There!
Mutilating yourself will not help you or this situation!!! I agree with sugar 09... please find someone to come and talk you though this. I know you are hurting, but this will solve nothing...only make things worse.
I will pray for you!
God bless,
Ingrid
msgrace