tryanother's Journal

I set 3 goals for now on here. I am not sure if they are what I am supposed to use the goal setting for, but it works for me. If it is something that is not supposed to be I am sure the staff at DS will either delete them or me in total. I don't see that they are so bad really, at least if you were to know me on a personal level. The first was to lose weight, get back to 100 pounds. If I do not reach that weight I will not be that upset. That was how much I weighed at 17, and that was 6 kids and almost 20 years ago. Then I added to quit being so down. I do not know if that is humanly possible right now, but at least it shows I am going to put some effort into it. Then I added to be more feminine. I own tons of makeup, and some skirts that I never wear, neither make me feel very comfortable. I am such a tom boy in a womans body. Give me my jeans and a t-shirt, throw my hair in a pony tail and I am good to go anywhere that I might need to on a daily basis. So, I am going to try to be more girly, but don't know how that will go over too. It might make my husband be nicer to me, but then again it might not. It might do the complete opposite and cause more fighting between us. Whatever the outcome I will have at least tried. And is that not what is most important in life? To try.