Feymaiden's Journal

I am so happy! I'm not even sure why... I just am. I haven't really felt this good for this long in a ridiculously long time. I feel confident, energetic (good energetic, not manic energetic), cheerful, optimistic...completely vomit-worthy, I know. I haven't had a nightmare in several nights. No flashbacks and the hallucinations are small ones I can handle, no problem. Except for a very short lived episode of flash rage yesterday (and I mean very short), I've just been sunny and happy.

Things will work out okay; they always work out in the end anyway, right? In fact, I'm confident that things will be better than okay. So what if I have some bad days? There will be plenty of good days, too. I'm safe, I'm loved, I've learned how to ask for help when I need it, I'm learning better ways to cope with things... 

I feel like I can conquer the world! I want to go out and make new friends, get together with old ones, have fun, be happy, and just live. And I'm going to! Come along, it'll be lots of fun!