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Hi Everyone!
I'm sooooo sorry that I haven't been on here! I've been depressed, and could care less about the computer :(
My Dad died …
I've been married for 35 yrs, and have always been a nervous person. I suffer from Lupus, Fibro, CFS, Osteoporosis, Scoliosis, Herniated disk, Chronic migraines and pain, Depression, and IBS. I've been depressed and had IBS for as long as I can remember! The others are more recent DX's. I suffered from panic attacks in '87, but they have gone. HELP! (UPDATE)~4/14/08 I tried to end it all, last December. I took lots of pills, but apparently not enough! I woke up in the hospital, don't even remember going! I won't try that again, I'd probably screw it up! I'm still depressed, but hopefully, I'll get better. This was a tuff one to admit! But, as they told me in AA (oh, guess I never admitted that one yet either! Been sober for 20 years.)~I've got to be honest with people and myself, if I want to get better!
I've been married for 35 yrs, and have always been a nervous person. I suffer from Lupus, Fibro, CFS, Osteoporosis, Scoliosis, Herniated disk, Chronic migraines and pain, Depression, and IBS. I've been depressed and had IBS for as long as I can remember! The others are more recent DX's. I suffered from panic attacks in '87, but they have gone. HELP! (UPDATE)~4/14/08 I tried to end it all, last December. I took lots of pills, but apparently not enough! I woke up in the hospital, don't even remember
I Love the Lord, without Him, I think that I would have given up a long time ago!!! Also love to go for walks on the beach, when my back pain permits! I'm basically a home body, like to watch law shows, old movies, and love my computer! It's my link to the outside world! I also love to laugh, but lately find myself crying to much. Oh, and I absolutely love the Rolling Stones, LOL!!!
I Love the Lord, without Him, I think that I would have given up a long time ago!!! Also love to go for
Hi Everyone!
I'm sooooo sorry that I haven't been on here! I've been depressed, and could care less about the computer :(
My Dad died …
Hello Everyone!!!
I sure have fallen behind in posting on here, sorry!!! We did move into our new house, and I am still trying to unpack …
Buying a house sure is involved! We had the Home inspector go and check the house out last Monday. My lawyer called me yesterday, he got the report, …
"A NOTE FROM DAD"
I'm sorry that I had to go,I was in such pain.....didn't want you to know.
Please, don't …
Hello, everyone!
I must appologise, for not being on here for about a week!!! I have so many messages to answer, and I will. But, we got the …
I haven't been online for over one year, but I have not forgotten you. I keep you in my prayers everyday. I hope you are doing better! Chirias
Fugs for you to let you know I am still here. I do hope you are doing ok. Hugs, Delores
Sending a hug your way. Haven't heard from you in a long time. I do hope all is well. Hugs, Delores
I'm still here and checking on you. Hope you are doing better now. Hugs, Delores
Sending hugs your way. Haven't heard from you in a long time. Hope all is well with you. Hugs, Delores
I've always had a "bad" back. I've tried Chiropractors, PT's, Warm Water Therapry. None of them helped. I think that taking care of my parents 4 the past 11 yrs did me in. Mom was 190 lbs. Well, U get the pictre!
I believe that this started around the age of 7 yrs old. It seems to flare up when I am upset.
Back in 1999, I sarted feeling extremely tired, not being able to accomplish all of the things in one day that i used to.
just found out 3 monhs ago that i a n he 1st stages of COPD! My mom had the samr thing.
I started having EXTREME lower back and hip pain, 4 yrs ago~~Had been caring for my parents for the past 10 yrs. dad died 4 yrs ago, that left me to care for mom, who was wheelcahir bound, 190 lbs-5'3"! I bathed her, did all the cleaning,shopping,cooking, etc. Poor mom, had Alzheimers, and many other health problems, I drove her to Dr's, hosp, getting her in & out of car lifting wheelchair & oxygen tank. This left no time for me. Now, I'm fallig apart.
in 19999 i found scabs in myscalp. went to the dermatologist & he biopsied 2. came back Lupus! i now have lesions on arms, chest, back. hair falling out.can't go in sun am weak can't sleep & am in pain & depressed. cousin & sister have it. see no hope.
i'm 56yrs old and have been depressed since was 14! started with panic attacks @ 37yrs, would pass out under extreme stress.went to neuro, told me mom was doing the to me, got mad! dad was Trooper, VERY overprotetive! i rebelled got married started drinkingstartded drinking to escape. got soberin '87. still sober but still have low self etseme! parents just died can't shake the grief.
My 1st migraine was back in 1981, right after I delivered my youngest son. My idiot doctor didn't give me anything, for the pain of giving birth! My blood pressure shot up sky high, and I guess thats what triggered the migraine They gave me Tylenol with Codiene after I delivered my son, it did nothing. I suffered for 3 days, I had to go home without my son, because he was Jaundaced, He had to stay in the hosp for a week, to be under Ultra Violet lights to clear uo his Jaundace :(
i cared for my parents for 10 yrs. dad died 5 yrs ago from cancer, & mom died 1 yr ago. i live right next to their empty house~very hard! i have to wait until the estate is sold before i can move, that was my purpose & now they're gone. i feel so empty & depressed. because of my illnesses i can't go to work, i just don't know how to move on???
I'm not homeless yet, but it could happen, and it's scarry!
well, under "Types", I could have choosen a lot more! It's lonely, getting old, and when you hurt so much, you can't do the things you used to do.
where to begin? i was diagnosed 7-8 years ago, i really can't remember! I have a lot of pain, headaches, and so very tired! I went to a Rhematologist, nut i didn't care for him much. He was more interested in his nurses, than listening to me! Long story short, i go to my internal specialest, because she also treats pain manegmant, not many doctors do. They just tell you to learn to live with it! ARGH! I have many other auto immune disorders, i just try to cope each day.Thank God for my doctor