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About Me
shdoug
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About Me
I am 29 Years Old and am Married to a fantastic man. I have a little cat called Lilly and i love them both so much. I was Sexually abused by my father when i was 5-6 then raped when i was 14 and unforuntaley i was in an abusive relationship for 6 years after that. I am still working at things every day but i am learning to smile. my parents now do not talk to me considering i have confronted my father with the abuse. I feel alone and sad. I do haev my hubby and kitty tho :)
I am 29 Years Old and am Married to a fantastic man. I have a little cat called Lilly and i love them both so much. I was Sexually abused by my father when i was 5-6 then raped when i was 14 and unforuntaley i was in an abusive relationship for 6 years after that. I am still working at things every day but i am learning to smile. my parents now do not talk to me considering i have confronted my father with the abuse. I feel alone and sad. I do haev my hubby and kitty tho :)
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Interests
I love reading, going to the gym (although i have not been for a while - hee hee) watching all my fav chick-flicks and action films. my fav time is coming home from work getting changed into my pj's and snuggling up on the sofa with a hot chocolate and watchin tv waiting for my hubby to come home for a cuddle hee hee.
I love reading, going to the gym (although i have not been for a while - hee hee) watching all my fav
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Little Love
Hiya Hun, So, so good to hear from you, doing ok ish, keeping positive. Wow, 14 days, i have been thinking all the time, i wonder if Michelle has had that gorgeous baby. Loads of Love hun, XXXXX
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Flower
Hello Hun, just thinking bout you and sending you a great big hug, Love clay XXXXX
Little Love
Just stopping by with a little love. Happy Friday! Hope you have a great weekend.
Prayer
PRAISE THE LORD, I KNOW THAT THE LORD WILL TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING THAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. DON'T LOOK BACK, BECAUSE LOOKING BACK WILL CAUSE YOU TO FALL. MAY GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU.
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
I was abused when i was 5-6 from my father then raped by a stranger at 14 and got into an abusive relationship at 17 yrs. I am now married to a lovely man and i am happy!
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- I was in the Priory for 5 weeks and it helped.
- Talking Working / Worked
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI suffer from depression due to my past, I am still working at it day-to-day but some days are harder than others.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- It helped a bit but not that great
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Fantasitc, I still do this all the time.
- Effexor Working / Worked
- I am still using this all the time, every day. It helps me stay calm and happy! sometimes though i am not sure who the REAL me is anylonger?
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Its very good and works wonders!
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- I do try and it does work but sometimes its only bad thoughts that fill my head!
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I am still getting this on a monthly basis and its REALLY helping me
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My husband has been my rock and is my life.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I write EVERY night in my diary about the day i have had. It helps me empty my head for a good nights sleep. otherwise iwould never sleep.
Open Incest Survivors
shdoug hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Rape
I was raped when i was 14 by two strangers! IT was the worst time of my life. I was in my shower for days scrubing but the filth would not come off.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I was in The Priory for 2 months and it has helped me so much. I still have bad nightmares and find sex off putting but i am working at it and my husband supports me so much.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
Open Self-Injury
I was sexually abused when i was 5-6 and then raped when i was 14. For years and years i did not tell anyone and cut myself. Seeing the blood and marks made the pain go away.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
I have been having bad panick attacks for as long as i remember and am very scared of confind spaces. I try and get along best i can but its hard :(
