schoool again
January 29, 2009 6:49pm
So i started my new semester, and ive been praying so the right people come into my life. And so far its been pretty good. Plus ive been keeping busy …
Goal Completed on Jan 24, 09
artistC 
6:04pm, November 16, 2009
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About Me
artistC
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About Me
Ive been struggling with depression for a major part of my life. Because of it I know who i am and im not afraid to speak my mind. Im caring and sincere and been thru hell so i dont stand for peoples bs. I get along with mostly everyone and people genuinely seem to like me..but alot of the times my outgoing and sumtimes silly personality seperates me as an oddball lol..I like try to have as much fun as possible because depression sucks! lol
Ive been struggling with depression for a major part of my life. Because of it I know who i am and im not afraid to speak my mind. Im caring and sincere and been thru hell so i dont stand for peoples bs. I get along with mostly everyone and people genuinely seem to like me..but alot of the times my outgoing and sumtimes silly personality seperates me as an oddball lol..I like try to have as much fun as possible because depression sucks! lol
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Interests
I love the creative arts. I make jewlery, write poems, paint abstract art and enjoy photography (I took this photo lol). I have a different style and awesome personality : ] I guess you would say im unique, a definite individual, but down to earth none the less. I love talking to people who and making a difference. Im an interesting and think its cool when people are different from the norm.
I love the creative arts. I make jewlery, write poems, paint abstract art and enjoy photography (I took
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
Treatments
- Adderall Working / Worked
- Keeps me focused on the right things and keeps me moving.
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- When i express my creativity it gives a release of emotion that noone can understand and makes some sort of a difference.
- Celexa Working / Worked
- last med..on it now..plus lamictol..too high fo this med made me crazy and angry and too good for the world sideaffect
- Effexor Not Working
- did absolutely nothing.
- Lexapro Not Working
- did not work..more obnoctious side affects
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Keeps me relaxed and less edgy
- Music Working / Worked
- music makes me feel like im not alone. gives me a connection.
- Paxil Not Working
- first med i tried..i tried every med in the book.
- Pets Working / Worked
- i love my pets..and wenever i fall deeper in depression i seem to adopt a new cat.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- It definitly helps somewhat
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Always think positive,and pray for hope for tomorrow.
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- worked but bad side affects
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Been in therapy practically my whole life. Definitly helps.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- im surprised my family didnt kill me by now. ive definitly been a handfull. i appreciate their support.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I dont talk about too much cus not too many people understand the depths of depression, cept family...thats why im here.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Poetry helps sometimes
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- It worked..at a high dose..but i gained weight. And that made me pissed as hell. Im not vain, but cmon happy and fat?..or misrabel and thin?
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- The combination of celexa and lamictal is finally the right mix! Congrats to psychiatrist..I only responded to high dosages of antidepressents and then we added this medicine to increase the effects.
Close Teen Anxiety
Ive been anxious since i could remember. My mind is always racing and i also been struggling with depression for yearsss
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionNeed to feel like im not the only one whos having a hard time =/
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Im on it now mixed with lamictol. Finally got the right cocktail.
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Talk about side affects
- Effexor Not Working
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Not Working
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Gained weight from ot much but still..it also only worked for me at a high dose
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
