It's morning time and I am feeling better than I did yesterday. I have the money to pay my car up for october and I am a little less worried. I just have to hang in there till i get my first check from my new job (late JAn). house is taken care of for now. i'm just faving delinquencies on my credit i guess like everyone else right now. it bothers me. the last time i got involved with someone i was stressed out about money and venting to him and he took advantage of my state of mind and the fact that i was so far away form my family. (middle east). if only i can make a way to navigate through those tough, doubtful days without falling for the traps the devil lays out. this year i pray for financial empowement and more financial literacy among other things. i don't like being vulnerable. i noticed my money problems seem to be a trigger to my malbehavior since i have been an adult. when i was an adolescene, it was pure loneliness, and aner...
God is helping me get back on track, I ain't that far off, going for a long run today to clear my head and praise my Lord for giving me clear understanding...





