finallyfree30's Journal

Needless to say the one who promised help, I mean that guy who I really did not need to see becuase he was trying to temp me, he did not show up or answer his phone after he saw that he was not gonna get what he wanted...  As for the help I needed, I got it from my brother and my mom.  I hate asking for anything becuase I'm actually good at managing my personal affairs and it's rare that I have to ash for anything.  Well, what better justification than this stupid recession we're facing.  I'm behind on all three of my accounts outside of my rent and utilities, but do you want to hear the graceful part about it?  My landlord waived the remainder of the rent for this month and told me that she will except the remainder and the full payment for January after I start my new job and get my check late Jan.  All the utilities aare paid,  you'll envy my electric bill, $7...   I paid so much in advanve for fear of being without heat that I actually had a larger amount paid into it and completly frgot I had sent the payment it...  Why am I telling you lagies and gents about all this nonesence?  I think becuase an inability to manage my stress in other ways has ALSO been a main reason for having sex on a whim (when I can get the same thing from masturbaiton...))  I feel great all, thanks for the encouragment, I am going to send the money fr the car Western Union tommarow.  I am very greatful for you all.  I feel like I can think better since I joined this site.