Crazy Day
October 14, 2009 9:12pm
Okay, so I went to school and I had a pretty good day. Nothing bad happened! No drama!
So my mom and I made plans to run and do some …
BleedingRose91 
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About Me
BleedingRose91
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About Me
If you ever want to talk, you can IM me on Yahoo IM: the_vampiric_angel1991@yahoo.com Or AIM: mswriter1991 I'm an aspiring novelist. I am known to be able to give advice but I can't follow it myself. I have my issues just like everyone else. I just handle things differently then most people. Most people don't understand me and they don't take the time to really get to know the real me. I am also a failure in everything I do. I'm often harassed at school and at home I'm far from the perfect daughter. It surprise people that I don't do some things that most other kids I go to school do. (i.e. I don't do drugs, drink alcohol, party, etc) and I take great tremendous pride in my idiocy. I am seventeen years old. And the youngest of eight. My mother had two girl before me and my dad had a son and a daughter before me and when my mom got remarried, three boys joined our house. Luckily for my moms nerves only four kids lived in the house. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. I have crazy tendencies. And I have been told that I have mental problems that need to be tended to. I cut a lot for various different reasons.
If you ever want to talk, you can IM me on Yahoo IM: the_vampiric_angel1991@yahoo.com Or AIM: mswriter1991 I'm an aspiring novelist. I am known to be able to give advice but I can't follow it myself. I have my issues just like everyone else. I just handle things differently then most people. Most people don't understand me and they don't take the time to really get to know the real me. I am also a failure in everything I do. I'm often harassed at school and at home I'm far from the perfect daughter.
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Interests
Perfect Chemistry. The Twilight series. Writing. Reading. Cooking and baking. Plus things that aren't exactly the best for me but I'm happiest when I'm doing them. (Not drugs)
Perfect Chemistry. The Twilight series. Writing. Reading. Cooking and baking. Plus things that aren't
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Wednesday
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BleedingRose91 wrote a discussion post in the Self-Injury support group: (possibly trigger) Friend in hospital 9:20pm
Okay, so a friend of mine tried to commit suicide and is now in the hospital. My class is going to make…
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BleedingRose91 updated their status 6:26pm
After a year of therapy my psychiatrist said "Maybe life just isn't for...…
July 30
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BleedingRose91 turned 18 12:00am
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Fuck!!! (Trigger)
October 6, 2009 7:18pm
I got so much to do and not a enough time to fucking do it all! Well I guess I'm not sleeping or eating again to night...!! Oh fucking well!! And …
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Fantastic Part 2!!
September 28, 2009 9:30pm
Okay, so last Friday, I had a job interview. It went very well and I was vey confident about it!!
Well, today, I got a phone call, …
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Fantastic Part 1!!!!!
September 25, 2009 7:49pm
I had a job interview this morning!
I think it went well!
I so need this job!
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the past two days...
September 13, 2009 4:59pm
My parents left yesterday and found out that Chris was going to come over til Sunday night and were okay with it.
So He came over around …
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Random act of kindness...
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Here is a link... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diale...
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nothing much either... just started another round of DBT today
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its ok... whats new with ya?
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I am not feeling well at all... physically i mean
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Close Self-Injury
My story beings from the time I was born to now. Ever since I was little I hurt myself on purpose. It escalated and lead to cutting and burning. I hide it well and no one is any the wiser. I write to get my feelings down but the urges remain. Also, I'm happiest when I'm mutilating myself, as morbid and f-ed up as that may sound.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- It was a disaster. My therapist put me in a "multi-issue" group. Once the other teens found out why I was there, no one spoke to me after that. Then I got beat up.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- My therapist pissed me off. She told me to try different methods of stopping none of which helped.
- Red Marker Not Working
- My mom put an end to it when she thought it looked to similar to cutting.
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- It didn't work I snapped myself until I bled and then my parents forbid me from doing that too.
- Talking Not Working
- No one wants to hear about it. Side effects: Therapy.
- Tattoos Somewhat Helpful
- Works but of course they are expensive and can only do them so often. But they help but the pain from the tattoos only makes me want to a little more to get more pain. But getting tattoos does help.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Not completely working but not somewhat helping either It helps to get my feelings on paper. But doesn't get rid of the urges.
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