Journal Entry for January 25, 2009
January 25, 2009 9:44pm
Goal Completed on Jan 25, 09
KennyFromAtlanta 
7:19pm, July 8, 2009
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About Me
KennyFromAtlanta
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About Me
I love music, movies (especially Horror and Sci-Fi), Sitcoms like Family Guy, The Simpsons, Futurama,American Dad..etc. Like to go to Concerts when I can.
I love music, movies (especially Horror and Sci-Fi), Sitcoms like Family Guy, The Simpsons, Futurama,American Dad..etc. Like to go to Concerts when I can.
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Recent Activity
November 11
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KennyFromAtlanta and elevensevenfour are now friends 6:19am
July 31
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KennyFromAtlanta turned 53 12:00am
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Returning to work.
January 18, 2009 7:08pm
On Monday January 19th, I will be trying to return to work for the first time in 1year and 3 months. Due to severe anxiety, taking care of my …
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
Anxiety since childhood, I used Marijuana for 37 years. It kept the anxiety down. Gave up the weed 2 months ago, now it's back. I have morning panic and fear. Hate to wake up almost each day. Started smoking one joint on Friday and Saturday's. Things got worse. Now on Lithium also and it does not go well with weed. Maybe now I will stop smoking for good.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Considering
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Works most of the time. Now taking 2mg a day.
- Lexapro Not Working
- Made me feel very angry, had to stop. Never again.
- Lithium Too Soon to Tell
- Started with a small trial dose of 300mg a day I was having bad suicidal thoughts and my Psych added this to my Klonopin. He said it could help with the bad thoughts . I was sucidal for 3 straight weeks.
- Neurontin Not Working
- Made feel horrible my head felt like it was packed full of cooking flour..LOL !. When I woke up in the morning my mouth was so dry I felt like I could blow dust out of it. Made my Gums bleed also. They should call it Neurotten because thats how it made me feel.
- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
- Just started.
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- I worked , but gave it up for Klonopin
- Zoloft Not Working
- Had to stop due to Itching.
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
Been a heavy pot smoker for 37 years. I believe that is has contributed to my mental problems, even though I don't want to stop. I'm going to have to now. To many mental relapses while using weed.
Open Tinnitus
I have ringing in my years, been that way for around 5 years now.
