Journal Entry for April 3, 2009
I am trying to enjoy this day, I get too stressed too quick, I try not to act on it, I got a new dr, 1st appt with this one is next week, I hope this …
I feel like shit most of the time, I have a long story like most on this site, I have no close friends, I reckon that's the way I want it, both men an women have hurt me, if ya knew my history, you would know why, I don't trust people, I'm doin all this shit on my blackberry curve cell, so I can't do as much as most, but that's ok
I feel like shit most of the time, I have a long story like most on this site, I have no close friends, I reckon that's the way I want it, both men an women have hurt me, if ya knew my history, you would know why, I don't trust people, I'm doin all this shit on my blackberry curve cell, so I can't do as much as most, but that's ok
I am trying to enjoy this day, I get too stressed too quick, I try not to act on it, I got a new dr, 1st appt with this one is next week, I hope this …
I can't sleep, no one to talk to at 2 in the morning, got a lot on my mind, sometimes a distraction would be good to get me out of my own head an …
I am siting in my truck at my son's school, he is doing toturing to help him read an spelling, it is a beautiful day here, I just got news, I might …
What to do now ?, I've opened up to my dr an I'm not getting anywhere, my drs don't listen, I've tried opening up to be a friend, that hasnt gotten …
Born sept. 11, 1967, parents divoreced when I was 5yrs old, don't have any childhood memories of my father, didn't see him till I was 23yrs old, my …
HI Steve, sorry I have also not been on for some time. I hope that some day soon, you will not have that heavy blackness surrounding you that depression gives. I know it well and I hope and pray that it goes. Keep moving onward and forward and eventually it will clear. Cheers
Sorry I haven't been on to chat, only to write in the journal of late. Hope all is well with you and thanks for the hug, its nice to know that there is someone out there thinking of you. I hope that life is treating you well. Cheers
HEY SENDING IN A SUPERHERO TO FLY YOUR ASS BACK TO DS..HOW HAVE YOU BEEN??I WORRY WHEN I DONT HEAR FROM YOU..HOPE ALL IS WELL.TAKE CARE AND WRITE WHEN YOU CAN.XOXO TAMMY
aww! thanks so much for telling me so!! That made my day! {{{{{big hugs}}}}}
GOOD MORNING!JUST GETTING MY KIDS OFF TO SCHOOL..SORRY ABOUT MY LITTLE SONG,I PROBABLY OVERSTEPPED A BIT,JUST WANTED TO MAKE YOU SMILE...I AM HEADED BACK TO BED..HAVE A GREAT DAY.
Not good at tell'n
All I feel like I can say, is that I WAS abused, when I was 10, it is hard for me to open up enough to disscuss it, if I was to ever run into the #!*"-+* well that's all I want to say right now
Lost an mentaly an emotionaly lonely