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jaimer57 
11:33pm Tuesday
not doing good these days. i am depressed, angry, with no motivation to leave the house. since my grandma died 2 weeks ago i feel like i did when liam died. plus his birthday is nxt month with his death shortly after. i go thru day after day in a fog, always feeling like im missing something.
i saw a bumper sticker the other day that said "babies are a gift from God". well what did i do to have my gift taken away?
don't see much happiness in my future :(
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I know that feeling. How can we be happy when our babies are gone? Know that you aren't alone.
brandylee82
Know that you aren't alone AT ALL...I see things like that or I see people happily dropping their kids off for school each morning...and I wonder why? I wonder when, if ever, I'll feel true happiness again. Then, I realize that I don't want to. without my baby, I don't want to feel good. My greatest gift is gone. I'm thinking of you
armmom
I am so sorry about the lose of your grandma I am going to be praying for you to start feeling better and I feel the sam way you do about our babies getting taken away from us I am so sorry I hope you start to feel better try to keep going and good luck
ashvannah1107
I am sorry about the loss of your grandma. I hate life sometimes. I know it can be way too hard and can't we just get a break? Sending a hug your way...
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