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jaimer57 
11:33pm Tuesday
doing better and im proud of myself :) im finally starting to gain weight (slowly as usual), but still looking for a "reson to live" sort-of-speak. my financial status still is uncotrollable and in the shit whole (exxcuse my language) causing profound anxiey. haing to go from complete financial independence to having to need help from my parents is one of the hardest things i've had to do, but with no other financial assistance i have no other chance. i already told her she can stay with me when she's old and fragile :) LOL. meds seem to FINALLY kick in and has been a life saver. I am on a mixture of celexa and wellburin and its working. well gotta get back to work. FUN!
jaime
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i am so proud of you...I think that I need to look into meds myself too.
armmom
I am so happy that your meds are finally working. i understand about the parent thing b/c i had to borrow from mine when i was pregnant last year with Christian due to extreme morning sickness and having to take a lot of time off work. I am glad you are starting to gain weight, even if its slowly.
luvmyangelc
keep up the gain of weight! I'm glad your meds are working! Don't worry too much about money thingy..these are tough times and I hope they will understand. :)
chrissyletrich
thanks for the encouragement! i need it right now to keep my head up and not give up again.
jaimer57
this is when breyers ice cream needs to be a buddy! you are doing great!!!! forget about the bills- 5 dollars a month- and they will leave you alone.
leifysmormor
anctually twix bars, pizza, and quarter pounders with cheese seem to be working fine :)
jaimer57