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11:33pm Tuesday
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UPDATED GOALS
survive
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Get over the anger
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gain weight
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find happiness again
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Add your supportHAPPY BIRTHDAY 1st LAIM!!!
unfortunately all my goals decreased except for one... find happiness. i have met someone that is just a friend but makes me laugh and smile. right now this friend has been very helpful.
as of the latest of the work drama: my twit of a boss is trying to get rid of me. he decided to have a meeting with me yesturday, of all days, the day prior to Liams birthday, which he was more than aware of that liam's b-day was today. he's pissed that i am taking 2 consecutive days off. who cares that it is my dead babies birthdday and then tomorrow is for recovery reasons. he cut my pay by $5 dollars and gave me a month to shape up. plus i was accused of coming to work under the influence. i have already provided him with my diagnosis of PTSD and severe depression. they know the meds im on. one including a side affect of decreased balance. i love my job so very much i just don't understand why my boss is so cruel and hates me so much.
jaime
LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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not doing good these days. i am depressed, angry, with no motivation to leave the house. since my grandma died 2 weeks ago i feel like i did when liam died. plus his birthday is nxt month with his death shortly after. i go thru day after day in a fog, always feeling like im missing something.
i saw a bumper sticker the other day that said "babies are a gift from God". well what did i do to have my gift taken away?
don't see much happiness in my future :(
UPDATED GOALS
survive
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Get over the anger
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gain weight
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find happiness again
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I know that feeling. How can we be happy when our babies are gone? Know that you aren't alone.
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Know that you aren't alone AT ALL...I see things like that or I see people happily dropping their kids off for school each morning...and I wonder why? I wonder when, if ever, I'll feel true happiness again. Then, I realize that I don't want to. without my baby, I don't want to feel good. My greatest gift is gone. I'm thinking of you
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I am so sorry about the lose of your grandma I am going to be praying for you to start feeling better and I feel the sam way you do about our babies getting taken away from us I am so sorry I hope you start to feel better try to keep going and good luck
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I am sorry about the loss of your grandma. I hate life sometimes. I know it can be way too hard and can't we just get a break? Sending a hug your way...
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Happy birthday Liam!
brandylee82
Happy Birthday Liam. I'm sorry your boss is being an ass!! Sending you hugs.
wandersjewell
Happy birthday beautiful angel. I am sorry your boss is so cruel. xo
luvmyangelc
Happy Birthday LIam...your boss sounds very unsympathetic and I am so sorry that you have to deal with that. thinking of you...
armmom