updated goals
October 13, 2009 1:27pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 1st LAIM!!!
unfortunately all my goals decreased except for one... find happiness. i have met someone that is …
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jaimer57 
11:33pm Tuesday
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About Me
jaimer57
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About Me
i'm a speech therapist that works with autistic children. My son liam was born on oct. 13, 2008 and passed away dec. 17, 2008 from SIDS. i don't know if i'm just numb or dead inside. my life seems to have ended that day.
i'm a speech therapist that works with autistic children. My son liam was born on oct. 13, 2008 and passed away dec. 17, 2008 from SIDS. i don't know if i'm just numb or dead inside. my life seems to have ended that day.
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i have lost motivation for everything, including life. have difficulty getting motivated to clean, do laundry, and the dishes. my house is a pigsty but i just care anymore.
i have lost motivation for everything, including life. have difficulty getting motivated to clean, do
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Tuesday
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jaimer57 gave ErinKristenMom a kiss 11:35pm
wondering how you've been doing. im alive and going thru life like a robot.…
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jaimer57 updated their status 11:33pm
some how i am in complete denial about liam's upcoming angel date....…
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jaimer57 changed their mood to OK 11:29pm
November 15
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jaimer57 changed their mood to Bad 7:51pm
November 10
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jaimer57 joined the Immunizations support group 11:53pm
my son, liam, died less than 48 hours after receiving his 2 month shots. he was 9 weeks old when he died.…
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life
September 7, 2009 9:25pm
not doing good these days. i am depressed, angry, with no motivation to leave the house. since my grandma died 2 weeks ago i feel like i …
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goal update
May 26, 2009 9:36pm
doing better and im proud of myself :) im finally starting to gain weight (slowly as usual), but still looking for a "reson to live" …
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I agree the birthday took it out of me!! This year I had a little party for Kendal- next year I think it's just going to be our family because I don't know if people really want to come to a 2nd birthday party for a dead little girl! I don't know about anti-depressants because I haven't taken them, not because I'm against them just because I like feeling down at times and feel guilty if I'm enjoying myself (strange I know) - I just sleeping pills, and now just Tylenol PM-- happy belated birthday Laim, hopefully you and Miss Kendal celebrated because she is only 2 days older than you :)
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Happy birthday Liam! You are so loved and missed!!
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Sending you and Liam big hugs on his first birthday. Liam- send your momma some extra kisses today. She misses you like crazy!
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Much love to you and your family.
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sending you lotsa love today...wishing that this day was totally different for you...HUGS
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Support Groups
Close Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS)
: I have lost a child to SIDSi lost my 9 week old baby boy from sids on october 17, 2008. he was my first but not my last. still not officially been hit with the reality of it all.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionwith possible Borderline Personality Disorder
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- fine. been on it for years with no problems.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- depends on how bad i am feeling that day
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- just started. so far so good.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- definintely a HUGE help
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- so far so good. been on it only a month in addition to the Celexa
Open Anxiety
suffered from anxiety since college. it got MUCH worse since i lost Liam
Treatments
- Clonazepam Working / Worked
- helps greatly with anxiety and difficulty sleeping
- Remeron Not Working
- did not like the way it made me feel, almost zombie-ish. sort of like i was in a fog.
- Valium Working / Worked
- works well when i have more severe anxiety
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
been having flashbacks, mainly while driving(?) and horrible nightmares. I was already in a fender bender because i had a flashbsk of liam and hit the car in front of me. oops. lots of crying too
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- working so far
- Celexa Working / Worked
- been on it for years. still working with the help of wellbutrin XL
Open Immunizations
my son, liam, died less than 48 hours after receiving his 2 month shots. he was 9 weeks old when he died.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- weekly apointment with a shrink
