Journal

It's not so easy for me to make friends. I'm a homebody, and when I do go out, I have to be in the right frame of mind to be social. There are situations where it's easy to make friends but hard to keep em. I understand why that is. I have a really low tolerance for people at times. Someone once told me I'm very receptive to other people's energy, and that it can be draining. That's exactly how I feel, but at the same time I can't shut myself out from the world. I crave contact with people, but at the same time I don't. Does anyone else feel that way???

It'd be nice to meet someone I have something in common with, and not get annoyed. I need to stop noticing the flaws in people, and focus on the good. Does anyone have tips for that?