My Nights .....() 13/11/09
November 18, 2009 6:02am
Curl yourself up, small as you can, sit in the corner and hide from the pain.
Close your eyes tightly, tense your body, clench your fists …
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About Me
"Stop breathing, start living"........do whatever makes you smile! We only have one life and I'm determined to live it the way I want to....although...tempted to not live it all. /// Oh and.....PLEASE no friend requests....unless we have spoken before through pm or chat....wanna talk..I'm here ...also I never start a chat first.....to afraid of being turn down^^ ......................................................... "Putting on that false smile you say with tears hidden in those eyes..............No, No everythings fine!!"
"Stop breathing, start living"........do whatever makes you smile! We only have one life and I'm determined to live it the way I want to....although...tempted to not live it all. /// Oh and.....PLEASE no friend requests....unless we have spoken before through pm or chat....wanna talk..I'm here ...also I never start a chat first.....to afraid of being turn down^^ ......................................................... "Putting on that false smile you say with tears hidden in those eyes..............No,
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oh and I'll sign most notes/comments with SFS....something a friend and I came up it with sometime back....for him it meant one thing, for me it's only slightly different. !!Keep sharing, keep fighting, keep safe!!
oh and I'll sign most notes/comments with SFS....something a friend and I came up it with sometime back....for
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Suicide: a moments thought........()
October 28, 2009 11:24am
I gazed into the river, watched it flow slowly by. Just a moments thought, it was and nothing more.
I washed the knife, looked at the blade …
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UR Welcome
U R WELCOME!!!!.....HOPE YOU HAVE A BLAST!!...willgord.
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Tense, very tens here. Money and marriage...I am getting stronger, though. I found a way that seems to help. I got a book called writing to your soul and what I do is write out everything to whatever higher power I might believe in or just to myself. Then I centre and calm and write without thinking an answer. I recieved some positive and interesting answers. Basically, I came here as a perfect soul, not to learn hard lessons for wrongs I had done but handicapped as a price in order to love and help my children.
Love to you and hoping you are well!
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i hope u have a wonderful day!
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HI THERE.....AND A BIG WARM HEARTY WELCOME TO CLUB FUNNY BONE! I KNOW YOU WILL ENJOY THE NONSTOP FUN & LAUGHTER EACH AND EVERY DAY! HUGZZZ & MOOZZZ,,, Willgord.
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yeah, I dont mind so much if it is only a little joke or whatever, just she has been pushing me too far.
I get the talking on phones thing - I hate answering the phone, and i never answer anyone elses.
Hows things? Thanks for reading my post. M
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Close Self-Injury
I started young...nothing severe.. first cut was at 13/14.. .but no big deal til about 2 years ago where I started burning. since last December...its been almost weely....and no I'm not trying to stop yet.... I am trying to stick to limits though..
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I'm starting it...hopefully it will go well...
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- ...only makes me want to cut more.....it doesn't help at all
- Squeezing Ice Working / Worked
- hate the cold.! ..I much prefer melted candle wax....plus it just feels so much better.....and you can pick at the hardened wax...
- Tattoos Somewhat Helpful
- I don't consider my tats as an alternative to si...actually I'd be worried ..that could get expensive :P....but ya there is a great feeling from getting a tat...but it's nothing like what I do to myself...
Close Family & Friends of Bipolar
My mom's bipolar. The lows are worrying the highs stressful.....but when she's ok...she's a great person
Open Body Modification
I love tats...I'd go for branding and scarification too if I knew where to get it :P...I also love piercings but kinda scared to get them caught on anything....so I'll keep those to a min. I think :P
Open Eating Disorders
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