Tony51203's Goal

flowergir...

i'm proud of you i'm glad your having a wonderful day and everything worked out what part of sc going to and grandchildren are god sents they are a wonderful joy

flowergir...

i'm so happy you made it threw and keep it up we always have a choice to fight back we all need somewhere to be able to feel and talk about what we are feeling

flowergir...

You can do it pull yourself together get up say your sorry i have felt the same way just a few weeks ago we have to fight back even when we don't thank we have lets talk email me or send me a message with me sometimes just talking each step threw gets me threw it every heard the song gave you a rose by kenny rogers give that to your wife the name of the song may not be right

RayofLight7

Awesome, Tony! As for the meds, don't sweat it. My friend and mentor said that when I was ready it would just happen naturally, they will just drop away and one day you will realize you don't need them anymore. I did work with my doctor to slowly reduce mine, and then I slowly began to "forget" to take them a day here and a day there, with no bad effect. And now I am off completely, long out of the danger zone. The last year I was taking a dose that my doctor said was not enough to really have any physical effect, so it gave me time to adjust to the realization that they were only a placebo. Sometimes I think the meds are like the blue pill and the red pill in Matrix, just a declaration of intent. Don't push yourself, it will happen naturally.
Namaste'
Sarah