fuck the future
January 4, 2009 12:04am
You know what pisses me off? People telling me to calm down, that i'm still young, that there's plenty of time to figure things …
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jilloconnor
4:26am, December 20, 2008
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jilloconnor
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student at UNC
student at UNC
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Christmas is coming soon
December 23, 2008 1:13pm
my mom keeps asking me what i want for christmas. I keep telling her i want lipo on my face. She scowls and then tells me lipo in …
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today
December 23, 2008 12:16am
so i finally went out today. Like, I actually went out. My roomie came to stay with me for a couple of days. And after she left, I …
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my 2 year problem in a nutshell
December 20, 2008 2:51am
so heres the story . . .
i've been raised in a house were mental weakness is just unacceptable . . . and if my parents ever knew that i was …
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Close Eating Disorders
i was never fat i realize that now but one summer, i went away to camp and came back, got on the scale, and died of shock. i was almost 10 pounds heavier. not toooo big of a deal but the numbers looked murderous. and that's when the eating problems started. as my self confidence lowerd, my weight fluctuated greatly, resulting, to my horror, in a major net GAIN.
Close Eczema
had it since . . . middle school it's the worst doesn't help my already miserably low self confidence! at all.
Open Healthy Eating
i give up on food
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
tried everything. died each time it failed :D i'm not sure why that smiley is there. i just have a good sense of humor about it i guess. tune down the melodrama
Treatments
- 3 Hour Diet Not Working
- boo.
- Atkins Diet Working / Worked
- eh. fun for a while going off it hard
- Counting Calories Working / Worked
- DEF. WORKED slow as fuck though 1 lb a week. its slow and steady. but i only ate 1000 calories a day. by my height, it's okay though. i cut out 500 cals a day comes back once you stop though :( but i might've binged it all back. i dont remember
- Dancing Somewhat Helpful
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Open College Stress
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