Journal

keep up my good work for myself

I have for years now been the type to change my mind.  I have someone dear to me who feels I have no intention of changing.  I do!  I plan to prove it by way of owning up to myself and my responsibilities.  I was diagnosed as bipolar in 2005.  I have had many ups and downs.  I have gained and I have lost.  I have made decisions without thinking them through.  I have thought about making choices and never acted upon them.  I am 26 and a mother of three.  It is time for me to come into my own.  This person who is dear to me has helped me see that.  The problem is this person has lost all faith in me as a result.  They don't believe I am capable of changing.  It is what I believe not what they believe that determines what happens for me.