Join Now
christal1979 
3:21pm, January 29, 2009
Hi everyone,
I'm still having my good days as well as bad. When things are good they are good and when they are bad they are bad. I got an appt with the Dr I was hoping I'd get to see, but unfortunately it's not until July and I can't wait that long. I need to get in to see someone sooner and get a proper diagnosis/meds so that it will help me to better handle life when things are tough. I want to be a better, stronger person. I want to find love and happiness with myself as well as another. I've lost a lot of faith that it will happen but I'm trying to believe again. I'm even praying for it. Hopefully God will put the right people in my life, starting with the right Dr. I'm working towards my goals but it's still very difficult at times, esp if I'm having a bad day. Loneliness comes and goes as well as depression and anxiety and they sometimes overwhelm me. I feel like I am sometimes controlled by my emotions. I want to be able to handle them as well as life better. I appreciate all your love and support and please continue to pray for me!
Much Love, Christal
Comments
Oh Christal, I always pray for you. You are right that you need the right doctor to work with you and help to get you on the right meds. Hang in there girlfriend. Hugs, LYL,GMA
Grace90
Sending prayers to you -
God hears your prayers, and the desires of your heart. He is listening, and he wants GOOD things for you, so you listen to him too. If you want to see a doctor before July - keep seeking. Sometimes we wait for what we think is the "greatest" and we get there, and we don't get what we expected. If you are moved to do something before then - then you should.
I love to hear your hope and your honesty.
Praying for you -
and let's talk soon! We've been out of touch!
Love Chris
Trying2BeBetter
Hi Christal-
I can totally relate, I feel like I have some great, awesome days where even I'm amazed at how well I'm handling things, but then I have those periods where the days are so hard and everything just goes to pieces, my determination to exercise and loose weight, my plan to do fun things w/ the boys, everything. I don't know what to tell you, other than I guess we should keep praying for each other. Hope you can get in to see someone sooner. :-)
anewstart
oh Christal, how i love you and am so happy that so things are going right, miss our long convo's but we are getting out and doing thing and that is a good thing right? love you loads and loads, xoxoxoxo remember love in always the goal rigth :)
Towersofhope